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Your Baerrito

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Okay time 2 b serious now.

Yes so -holds up steff- -smooshes her face over box-

You guys see this lovely gal right here? She's my baerrito. And she is so fucking amazing I can't even.

Like we've known each other for what, a year now Steff? But we only started talking a few months ago and god I'm so glad I messaged you on Skype asking if you were okay because we've talked ever since and speaking of which I don't think we've gone a day without talking since then and I really hate talking so that's actually an accomplishment.

You're such a fucking dork I literally can't with you but you make me smile and laugh and I can't help but roll my eyes and laugh because, goddamnit Bae. And as much as I wanna be annoyed I can't because you're too fuckin' cute like smooshes your cheek.

Guys Steff is fuckin' beautiful okay like just unf 10/10 A++++++ would tap but i gotta stretch first.

I want to write more but my head hurts like a bitch so just, rubs butt on page.

Thank you for listening to me whenever I needed to talk and making me laugh and dealing with my stupid ass all day okay. I'll let u be afro queen, maybe. I dunno. You can be red-haired Afro Princess k?

Alright, it's been a while since I last wrote and just ok I have a lot of fucking emotions right now so I'll probably get sappy sorry not sorry.

I honestly .... Goddamnit Steff you're fucking amazing and I can't even describe how much your friendship means I'm just fucking sitting here grinning like an idiot because you're such a fucking dork and I love it and I love you and I love your stupid dorkface.

I don't say this lightly but I really do love you like ... honestly you're ... god I don't know how to explain it because yeah I've known you for a year but our friendship just bloomed into what it is now and it's great and our conversations make me smile and laugh and I can honestly say that you're one of like, two people who can make me laugh every time we talk and I don't have enough words to express my gratitude for you because of that. I don't laugh often but with you I seem to do it in abundance and I'm getting sappy but I don't give a shit I love you and I love your stupid jokes and I love when you make fun of me and I love your face have I said that? I probably did but whatever just PICKS YOU UP AND VIRTUALLY SQUEEZES.

You scared the fuck out of me the other day with the allergy stuff like I couldn't sit down because I was worrying and it hit me that I don't know what I would do if you weren't there (not saying you would've died but just, if I couldn't talk to you for a few days). Somehow you've become part of my daily program. I either wake up to a crazy text from you or I send you one and that's my morning - it starts with you and it usually ends with you EVEN THOUGH YOU FALL ASLEEP ON ME A LOT STEFF WTF BRO.

Okay I think I'm done but just know that I love and care about you and shit okay? I know I'm all the way in Texas but I'm here if you ever need me because that's what baerrito's are for and I'll make my booty clap 4 u bby and then I'll stretch and we can do the sex k? k.

You're a dork and I love you.

Last edited on July 13, 2014

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About Me

Drawn by rainwolfeh

Hi diddly ho neighborinos! I'm Steff, and I'm just some weird 18 year-old girl from Pennsylvania. I'm currently in my last year of high school, and am attending Penn State University next fall to study chemical engineering. I'm horrible at responding to messages, so please don't be offended if I take four million years to respond to you! If you'd like to get in contact with me, my Skype name is Steffanosaurus; feel free to message me anytime! Just please make sure you tell me who you are when you send me a contact request.

I'll write more about myself later now I must go work on other things

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Ya know what? I am going to write this now, even though writing on this ipad is excruciating because capitalizing things sucks and it's sO SLOW
I hope you're grateful that I love you enough to go through this because i stg

ANYWAY this is going to stay at the bottom of your page ok (edit: why can i not move the custom box to the bottom on the ipad this is stupid
we can't let my dumbness intervene with Jay and Fame's beautiful writing (i will refrain from calling her Time for now because then i will have to make a pun and she will probably throttle me, and it would be worth it but that's not really my goal here)

all right here we go
prepare yourself for a heap of gay, Steff

let us start by going back in time almosT FIVE YEARS AGO NOW HOLY SHIT
except actually it's still only like four years
I don't remember what exact day we met - all I know is that it was before I started high school and during my eighth grade year, so it was definitely before summer, but I haven't been able to narrow it down and it's killing me ugh
but little did I know that that day would forever change the course of my life
Was that corny enough??
So yeah, we met sometime back when dinosaurs were still roaming the earth, and that was back when your name was Sugartail (which was such a gr8 username because it made nearly as much sense as Gingerflight does lmfao) and I remember that you were one of my watchers and I was only vaguely aware that you existed because I was such a nooby turd, and then I made that Searunners rp and you joined (and I also remember that before you told me to call you Steffan I wanted to give you a nickname but I had been torn because if I called you Sugar I would also be obligated to call you Honey, Honey; you know, because of that one song - never mind) , and I swear I have no idea what we did during the short time that Searunners existed, but suddenly we were friends???? Honestly, all I remember about that time was Destinypaw making fun of Hannibal for being an ugly fucker, and I'm assuming that's not what began the friendship so

But I still really do not understand why you wanted to become friends with me omg I was such a loser back then
I overused dumb emoticons and was just a huge noob in general, and yet
you wanted to be my friend????
that still baffles me because i honestly want to kill my former self for being an idiot but that would probably kill the current me too if I did that so maybe I won't
The thing is, even though i don't understand why on earth you would want to be the friend of some dumb fricker like me, I am so very, very glad you did
oh god it's going to probably get sappy now
you better not laugh at what I'm going to write, you asshat

I don't think I realized until recently how important you'd become to me, nor how prominent of a figure you'd become in my life. We've known each other for such a long time and fallen into this routine where we just constantly sass each other and give each other dumb best nicknames that I guess it just didn't really hit me right away that WAIT A SECOND STEFF THERE'S A PHANTOM OF THE OPERA COMMERCIAL PLAYING ON TV PAUSE THE SAP
oh my god it was so short but im cry
why do i have to live in the land of hillbillies
why can't i live here where they show commercials for broadway shows on an everyday basis

i am in control of myself again
im sorry
shit i completely forgot what i was going to say

so yeah, do you know how much time we've spent just discussing the most random stuff with each other? I remember I used to look back through our old skype conversations ( actually i think it was skype that brought us close omfg) and just laugh to myself at how ridiculous they were. You never failed to make me laugh, and that hasn't changed even after all the years we've known each other
man, we were just kids back then
i mean, i'm still a kid
ur an elderly woman now
But like, when we first started talking we were both young and vibrant and full of innocence - at least i was, you were probably already thinking of dirty jokes back then - and now i'm going into my senior year and you're going to be in COLLEGE
i am going to text you during school and bug you during all your college classes eheuheuheuheu
before you know it we will be 80 years old and we will still be skyping each other with our old lady fingers omfg

but back to my point
You, Steff, are one of the best things that has ever happened to me, probably even one of the best things that has ever happened to this world aND DONT YOU DARE LET THAT GO TO YOUR SWELLED HEAD
because I really have no idea what I would do without you now
that is like the corniest of all corny things but it's really true
There was this period of time where we didn't get to talk too much because of our hectic schedules, and during that time I was so busy that I didn't really notice. But then when we started skyping each other again after all that, I realized just how much I had seriously missed talking to you. I don't know if I've ever told you this, but you are probably the friend that I've shared the most with over the years. Through all the sassy crap that we spout at each other, I've bared more of my soul to you than what my real life friends have probably ever seen. I dunno, maybe it's because talking over the internet and talking in real life are such different things, but you are, like, my go to personn for everything. You are always so willing to liisten to me rant about my problems, especially my problems with certain people, and when I'm upset i dont actually ssay anything about it, but I stg you always seem to know what I'm feeling because you just say things that make my day SO MUCH BETTER and its like wow how did you even know just what to say
whenever i get an alert that i've gotten a skype message from you (when skype actually boTHERS TO ALERT ME THAT PIECE OF ) I just grin so hugely
yesterday when we were talking about you being Queen Booby I was just sitting there with this goofy smile on my face I guess and my mom was like "vanessa what are you grinning at"
and i was just like "steff" and she was like "oh ok" like even she knows that you're one of my best friends now omfg
in the beginning she used to be ultra suspicious of you because I'm pretty sure I used to pronounce your name as Steff-ahn instead of Steff-en and so she thought you were some guy that was trying to seduce me and i was like "mom if you could see some of the things she called me you would see she isn't trying to seduce me"
and then she thought you were bullying me and i was like MOM NO
i swear
She relaxed after you mailed me that letter that one time you commissioned me
they're both sitting in my high school musical bucket that i put my treasures in
please do not ask why i have a high school musical bucket
That was such a great letter I love it so much <3

I remember when I got your letter that time I was so excited because until that moment I had only ever talked to any of my internet friends on, well, the internet obviously, and finally I had something that basically yelled "THIS PERSON IS IN THIS WORLD AND IS ACTUALLY SOMEONE YOU CAN CONTACT"
i dunno why, but that letter made that sink in more than skyping you could, and it made me so happy to think that you existed in the same country i existed in like
i can't even explain it
The point is
I know where you live eue
I'm going to go to Pennsylvania one day and just appear on your doorstep and bang on your door until someone lets me in
and then we will go watch phantom and be really dorky together and if your stepdad tries to say anything even relatively condescending to you i will get up in his face and give him the instructions for how to shove your opinion up your ass
except i probably wouldn't do that because im lame but that sounds like a great idea
actually i probably won't even be able to go to pennsylvania because im underage anYWAY

Am i doing this right???
I'm trying to pour out my heart into this but I feel like I'm just rambling honestly
I've never done this before, and I never thought that I ever would
This was always the kind of thing that other people did, not me
I remember that I would always just go to other people's profile pages and all I would see was a bunch of things from their friends who had hacked them and written super long messages proclaiming their undying friendship and love for that person
and i would sit there on that person's profile page and read every single message that had been written for them, word for word
and I would see all the heartfelt feelings that had been put into everything and
i would just feel so immensely jealous
that they were so loved by friends they had never even met
because I knew that that was never going to happen to me
I was never going to have any friends like that who would bother to write anything for me on my profile page, i would never have anyone feel close enough to me that they would want to
because i don't keep friends easily
I don't know if it's something I do or if it just kind of happens, but when I make friends we always drift apart
it's been tried and proven, both with people on deviantart and in real life
they just go away and I never hear from them again, and if I do then they talk to me as though they never knew me
maybe they didn't
so I just tried not to get close to people as a rule, unless it was already too late, because I knew it was pointless
I'm trying to grow out of this, but it's difficult
You can tell it hasn't worked yet based on that one poll I did recently
out of all the people who answered, most people said that I was the friend that they have to get to know better
and when i saw that i felt so guilty because I know that's mainly my fault, since I don't even try
I'm still stuck in that mindset, I guess
even with the close friends I do have I just look at them and wonder if one day I will be the one that will cause us to lose touch, and it is such a horrible, unavoidable thought to me
But I never really thought that way about you
It never even occurred to me that we might ever drift apart, because that way of thinking was just so completely out of the question that I would never allow it to happen
Still, I didn't think that you would ever ask me if you could write a box of gay on my page, and then you did and all I could think at first was "excuse me?" Because no one was supposed to ever ask me that and it didn't quite register at first
but then it did and I was so overjoyed i wanted to cry
obviously I didn't tell you that because that is lame
but when you actually did write that thing on my page and I read it, I actually did cry, I wasn't just telling you that
Partly from laughing at you, but mainly because I was so grateful and thankful that you had wanted to become my friend in the first place because you, my gayby, are quite possibly one of the best I've ever had and ever will have
Some people have a ton of friends that write boxes of gay on their page, to the point where that is all you see when you visit their profiles, and that is wonderful
I just have one box of gay but that is equally wonderful
Even if I never have anyone else want to write another one for me, I will be perfectly happy because I actually have one, and it's from one of the people that I care for the most, and that is more than I could have ever hoped for
i am actually tearing up god im sorry that way sappier than what I originally planned to write

but steff, you are absolutely perfect and don't let anyone tell you differently
not even hannah montana
fuck off, hannah, you don't know shit
you are such a gorgeous human being both inside and out (even if your snapchats are hideous and your mustaches are gay LMAO I KID I KID MY SNAPCHATS ARE WORSE except your mustaches really were extremely gay what a dork you are) and don't you dare let anyone tell you differently
you are such an incredible friend like jesus christ I am so lucky that I got to know you and that our friendship is one where we can just make fun of each other over the stupidest things like typos, and I'm ALSO super glad that we became friends. And I'm not an easy person to become friends with - at least not to this extent, so that says a lot about just how special you are

this is random and off topic but
When you had that allergy thing and I found out about it like way after it happened I was so worried about you and i know this is going to sound awful but at first when I saw that Fame and Jay knew about it before i did at first I was like oh
maybe it's finally happening
that thing where we drift apart
it always happens so this isn't a surprise even though i didnt expect it to happen with steff but i guess that's how it works
and I was so mad at myself for thinking that when you could have fucking died and god I am still pissed that something like that even went through my mind
I was even more angry at myself when you told me that you didn't text me about it because you didn't want to worry me and ruin my vacation
Like, how on earth do I even deserve a friend like you?? You were being considerate because you didn't want me to worry over you
you dork
what do you think I would have done if you'd died and I hadn't even had the slightest inkling about it?
Obviously if I had been aware I would have been having a panic attack from freaking out over your health and well being and over whether or not you would live another day and it would have been the worst thing ever to experience but
i just
you can't just die without saying anything to me
Not to mention my vacation was already partially ruined because of thaT ONE PERSON so you could have worried me all you want
anyway all of that is basically what i was thinking after you told me your reason but I was also just laughing out of relief that you were fine and weren't going to die and we weren't drifting and you hadn't said anything for my sake and gdi you are the biggest fricking dork and i love you so much

you are my precious Steff bby despite the fact that you are older than me and you are that one person that I can always trust to proofread what I write in response to idiots and the one who I can ramble to about how perfect Sierra Boggess is and we are going to meet one day I swear to God
When you're a rich engineer and I'm on Broadway I'm going to invite you out to New York and we will go out and wander around and drink champagne because that stuff sounds delicious and give money to hobos and watch the Fifty Shades musical together and I will take your Phantom virginity and then we can be stupid dorky poops together by crying over Enjolras and Grantaire and Eponine and various fictional characters and wE SHOULD HAVE A TOM JONES DANCE PARTY TOO AND I WILL MAke you play legend of zelda ok??? ok
also we should just watch all the other musicals on Broadway too because hello we will be filthy stinking rich and can afford it
and i will get you tickets and backstage passes to whatever show i'm in and you can come meet all the famous broadway peeps
by that time I may even be friends with someone like Samantha Barks ayyyyy

I am still trying to work up the courage to actually call you because it isn't fair that everyone else in the world has heard your voice and you've heard my voice but I haven't heard yours
Except I really am terrible at talking on the phone
Maybe when I eventually call you I will reach your voicemail and then I can just leave a really dumb message
yes this is a wonderful idea

There is so much else that I want to say to you and about you, like how funny you are and how compassionate and warm and caring and down-to-earth and fabulous you are, and how everyone you meet needs to make an effort to get to know you because if they don't they will be missing out on so much and they won't even know

BUT I have written enough already and just typing all this out was way harder than it would have been on the computer
also I'm multi-tasking and watching American Hustle while doing this and it is very hard to take my eyes off the screen because holy crap the acting is to die for, especially with Jennifer Lawrence so

you're the best gay buttock that ever existed, and I am proud to call myself your bosom friend and personal gremlin ;u;
Smooches loudly <3333333

Last updated 7/21/14

by Fall Out Boy

stolen from assbutt because my muse is shot oh god

200: My crush’s name is: Chris Evans
199: I was born in: Pennsylvania
198: I am really: tired but I refuse to sleep
197: My cellphone company is: Verizon
196: My eye color is: Blue
195: My shoe size is: between 9 and 10
194: My ring size is: psh
193: My height is: 5'3.75" MY LICENSE SAYS 5'4" SO SUCK IT
192: I am allergic to: Maple trees, Hickory trees, pollen, dust mites, ragweed, peanuts, peas, chickpeas, probably other things
191: My 1st car was: my mom's car hella
190: My 1st job was: subway cry
189: Last book I read: I just started "Brave New World" I already love it omg
188: My bed is: comfortable
187: My pet: Charlie and Squeakers the cats and Sheldon, Loki, and Finnick the rats
186: My best friend: Paige, Jenna, Ginger, Fame, Jay, Rath
185: My favorite shampoo is: lol idc
184: Xbox or ps3: eh
183: Piggy banks are: inconvenient. Though I do have one from Texas that my mom bought me solely because it's a pig. Danku mom
182: In my pockets: I don't have pockets bECAUSE I AM NOT WEARING PANTS PLOT TWIST
181: On my calendar: my last day at subway sobs
180: Marriage is: cool I guess
179: Spongebob can: get more action than I can
178: My mom: my twin
177: The last three songs I bought were: "Die Young" by Ke$ha, "She's my Winona" by FOB, and "What a Catch, Donnie" by FOB
176: Last YouTube video watched: "Die Young" music video
175: How many cousins do you have?: don't know I'm estranged from my family
174: Do you have any siblings?: Nein
173: Are your parents divorced?: Non
172: Are you taller than your mom?: nooo I'm an inch shorter than her
171: Do you play an instrument?: Violin, though badly
170: What did you do yesterday?: reveled in my day off omg

[ I Believe In ]
169: Love at first sight: lol no. I believe in lust at first sight, but not love
168: Luck: eh
167: Fate: kind of yes kind of no
166: Yourself: yes and no
165: Aliens: I think it's highly probable they do exist. Though I don't believe they've come into contact with our planet
164: Heaven: nah
163: Hell: well if it exists I'm going there
162: God: I do but don't? I'm agnostic
161: Horoscopes: naw son
160: Soul mates: Definitely! I believe in multiple soul mates, too eue
159: Ghosts: I'm skeptical
158: Gay Marriage: /screams from the heavens YES YES YES YES YES LET THE GAYS HAVE EQUAL RIGHTS
157: War: what
156: Orbs: what
155: Magic: no

[ This or That ]
154: Hugs or Kisses: it depends on who the other person is
153: Drunk or High: high because I don't almost puke when I'm high. Plus no hangover
152: Phone or Online: I can go online on my phone suck it
151: Red heads or black haired: I'm a red head so
150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes
149: Hot or cold: Cold
148: Summer or winter: eh I dunno
147: Autumn or Spring: Autumn. HALLOWEEN FUCKERS
146: Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
145: Night or Day: Night
144: Oranges or Apples: Oranges
143: Curly or Straight hair: Straight bc my curly hair is too much
142: McDonalds or Burger King: McD's
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: how about dark chocolate
140: Mac or PC: PC
139: Flip flops or high heels: flip flops. I have high arches and high heels hurt my massive feet
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet and poor
137: Coke or Pepsi: coke
136: Hillary or Obama: Hillary is my bae only after Wendy Davis
135: Buried or cremated: cremated. I want somebody to blow my ashes in the faces of my enemies so I may temporarily blind them in death
134: Singing or Dancing: singing even though I suck at it
133: Coach or Chanel: lol
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who
131: Small town or big city: I've never lived in a small town so I guess city
130: Wal-Mart or Target: Target
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Ben Stiller
128: Manicure or Pedicure: Manicure
127: East Coast or West Coast: Never been to the West Coast so I guess East Coast???
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas, though my birthday is v close to Christmas sooo???
125: Chocolate or Flowers: what kind of flowers
124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney
123: Yankees or Red Sox: idc

[ Here’s What I Think About ]
122: War: Already talked about this
121: George Bush: snorts
120: Gay Marriage: pls
119: The presidential election: lmao nah
118: Abortion: make legal pls
117: MySpace: lol again
116: Reality TV: ew no thanks
115: Parents: sometimes they're cool and sometimes they suck
114: Back stabbers: like metaphorical ones or ones like Brutus
113: Ebay: you mean ebae
112: Facebook: ew
111: Work: I get inappropriately hit on there pffft
110: My Neighbors: they grow weed and I want to be besties with them so I can raid their stash and they'll be cool with it
109: Gas Prices: weeping
108: Designer Clothes: $$$$$$
107: College: excited yodeling and terrified sobbing
106: Sports: nope
105: My family: fuck them all with rakes
104: The future: gives me anxiety attacks

[ Last time I ]
103: Hugged someone: today ayyyyy
102: Ate something: A couple of hours ago
101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: uh does not seeing them for a while count as like a week ago
100: Cried in front of someone: lol no
99: Went to a movie theater: last week because I get in for free since i'm buds with people who work there
98: Took a vacation: two years ago sobs
97: Swam in a pool: The fourth of July
96: Changed a diaper: god no
95: Got my nails done: prom ayyy
94: Went to a wedding: Like 13 years ago
93: Broke a bone: Never have
92: Got a peircing: 10 years ago?
91: Broke the law: two weeks ago
90: Texted: I just texted Fame ha

[ MISC ]
89: Who makes you laugh the most?: Ginger when she watches Saw
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my pets
87: The last movie I saw: I watched Saw with Ginger today. Last movie in theaters was Lucy
86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: moving out
85: The thing I'm not looking forward to: moving out
84: People call me: Steff or Steph ;u;
83: The most difficult thing to do is: get my shit together
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: Never
81: My zodiac sign is: Capricorn
80: The first person I talked to today was: uh my friend PJ I think? I dunno I think he texted me before I was up. If not him then Fame
79: First time you had a crush: are we talking like legit crushes or grade school ones
78: The one person who I can’t hide things from: Paige
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: FAME DID A BIT AGO BUT I FORGET WHAT IT WAS
76: Right now I am talking to: Fame, Jay, and Ginger
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: Hopefully be a biomedical engineer
74: I have/will get a job: at subway and it is poo yet I love it
73: Tomorrow: I will watch Saw 2 with Gin and then go to work and flirt
72: Today: almost over
71: Next Summer: the summer after my freshman year ayyy
70: Next Weekend: I work oops
69: I have these pets: two cats and three rats
68: The worst sound in the world: chewing, spoons clanking on bowls, grinding teeth, kissing, etc.
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: Jay bc ur writing makes my withered heart sad
66: People that make you happy: My friends
65: Last time I cried: I read E/R fanfiction don't do it
64: My friends are: gay
63: My computer is: my baby
62: My School: is further north than I already live I will die in the cold
61: My Car: don't have one
60: I lose all respect for people who: are homophobic/sexist/racist/intolerant of those who are different/ make fun of those who are disabled
59: The movie I cried at was: can I be corny and say The Avengers
58: Your hair color is: red velvet/burgundy
57: TV shows you watch: uH
56: Favorite web site: tumblr
55: Your dream vacation: EUROPEAN TRAVEL
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: I once threw up from period cramps so... nO WHEN I HAD MY WISDOM TEETH OUT
53: How do you like your steak cooked: Well done
52: My room is: blue and covered in paintings
51: My favorite celebrity is: ScarJo
50: Where would you like to be: Europe, Louisiana, Texas, New Mexico, or Canada
49: Do you want children: wrinkles nose
48: Ever been in love: ahahahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHA let's not
47: Who’s your best friend: already said this
46: More guy friends or girl friends: Girls
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: ;D
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: Than aka that dumb butt Ginger bc we have been FRIENDS FOR TOO LONG WITHOUT MEETING
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: no I'm not Stalin
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: I've tried but I always get distracted
41: Have you pre-named your children: uh
40: Last person I got mad at: the people at the allergist's office
39: I would like to move to: Europe
38: I wish I was a professional: engineer

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37: Candy: 100 Grand and Take 5
36: Vehicle: sweats
35: President: both Roosevelts were hella
34: State visited: South Carolina
33: Cellphone provider: Verizon
32: Athlete: shrugs
31: Actor: Tom Hiddleston
30: Actress: ScarJo
29: Singer: Queen Lana
28: Band: Fall Out Boy
27: Clothing store: Target
26: Grocery store: Target
25: TV show: pft
24: Movie: The Avengers
23: Website: tumblr
22: Animal: red pandas
21: Theme park: Disney
20: Holiday: Halloween
19: Sport to watch: baseball
18: Sport to play: lol
17: Magazine: hahahha
16: Book: "The Silence of the Lambs" and "The Catcher in the Rye"
15: Day of the week: Saturday
14: Beach: The ones on the Mediterranean even though they are ROCK BEACHES
13: Concert attended: I might be going to P!ATD so I'll say that
12: Thing to cook: do the subway cookies I make count
11: Food: macaroni I guess
10: Restaurant: Kabob G I love Lebanese food
9: Radio station: lol
8: Yankee candle scent: anything apple
7: Perfume: Paris amore
6: Flower: hibiscus
5: Color: blue
4: Talk show host: Ellen
3: Comedian: eh
2: Dog breed: GREAT DANES
1: Did you answer all these truthfully?: Yee

Quick question: Is it ethically just to kill another person if it means saving the lives of two others, one of which is a child? 

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No deviants said I ask her questions like this

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:iconfamethegame::iconsaysplz: Okay so Steff is amazing I mean she's hilarious and funny and she's an amazing person to talk to omfg I love talking to her on Skype because she can make me feel so upbeat by just like saying like two words.

Like I really want to type a whole paragraph here but I can't because like there are no words perfect or great enough for you~!

It's really funny how such a great thing can come from one simple comment sometimes <3

You're perfect Steff and don't you dare let anyone else tell you otherwise because they're goddamned liars.
You're my bby
Ily so much Steff <33333333333333333333333333333

Anyway I have (mostly) everything coded here for you Steff I hope you like it~!
feel free to rearrange things and if you need me to change anything well just Skype me because I'm on there like all day every day you know lD


Okay guys let's see how long it takes Steff to notice this is being updated lD Alright because I seem to find myself falling more and more in love with you (in that friendship sort of way, no your not my friend you're more my best friend and like family now) I figured it would only ne natural for me to update this eue

What is there to say really? You're amazing omfg and you're perfect and I swear one little sentence from you and your writing can bring me to tears, I'm still trying not to cry at what you recently linked me. iT'S THAT PERFECT OKAY????
There are times when we may come to different conclusions but like at least we're getting our opinion out there right? I mean of course we're not going to be exactly the same but we're close enough. I love talking to you though because you're perfect to talk to but you know you have to start talking during the Breakship Club Skype calls because like last time it was only me and Rath and I really wanted to hear you're beautiful voice. You're that one person I really want to get a better idea of what you sound like and like me and Rath said. We're going to randomly Skype call people we want to find out what they sound like and we're going to freak them out ouo

Anyway you're perfect Steff and I love you because you're so sweet and I want to fly you down here so I can tackle you and cuddle you. Then I can make a height comparison lD

Though seriously Steff you say I have talent but you're the talented one here. Remember those subway songs? They could have gone platinum. Okay I need to go now because my mom's telling me to go to sleep but I'll be back because I'm not done yet. Love ya!



So I stalk your page because this page is mine and plus I really like wanted to update this because there are so many things to talk about and you updated mine so I only found it fair that I update this right now.

So we've been a little brokenhearted lately and you made me cry last night Steff I swear to god never update Kokkinos's heartchart again, please! Though we've come up with some pretty nice headcannons and are having fun with those and that rp we have going is making me happy because bro who doesn't like human rps they're great and awkward when it comes to that one awkward meeting lD Anyway my heart still hurts I think it finally died like, tgb destroyed my feels and not even a year as gone by since I joined damn that was fast. Anyway like I'm going to start like texting you like crazy because Skype is stupid and I hate it and my phone hates it too. Like you got all those messages today I think that's the most I've ever texted like you got to believe I'm not a person who likes to text people omfg wow Steff you bring out the texter in me holy shit *bows*

Anyway I'm really glad to call you not only a friend but one of the closest friends I have and it's amazing and I love you like you're one of the closest friends I've had in a while and it's great to know someone like you and to have in you in my life. Wait what am I saying it isn't great, it's better than that but there aren't words for it right now. I'm just more than thankful that you're in my life.

But you hurt me why Steff like that's not what friends do and you force me to retaliate. I don't think I'll retaliate with Eileen anymore though because the more I write for her I think the deeper she goes into depression lD Maybe I'll retaliate with like Mothpaw by drawing her sad and shiz because who wants a sad Mothpaw that's unnatural. Or or I'll start to retaliate with happiness *nods*

Omfg I never told you so like the night after you called me the incarnation of Satan (cause I am lesbianest) um I got onto dA and I opened my messages and I had 6 watch messages, 6 comments, and 6 notes like I have a screenshot it was great but I need to look for it and I'll show it to you. It was a sign I stg

To add to it you're one of the most talented people I know and don't you dare call my writing good senpai no I will not accept the compliment I won't. Like your writing touches the deepest parts of my soul and I've never seen a writer do that to me before like I've seen some pretty talented writers but yours just really gets me. Plus your art just brings me joy because because I love it so much especially the Eryx and Kakia one you uploaded.

Anyway let's wrap this up with saying you are one of my greatest friends and no matter how much you shatter my heart I will always retaliate out of love OuO No matter what tho you can always come and talk to me no matter what the subject and I'll try to be there for you because you've been there for me so many times throughout my life and I'm grateful for that. Thank you so much for everything Steff <3333

AND :iconpissplz: MY PAGE



So like I decided to hack your account and do this now that you have a new username. I was so sad when you changed it because I barely learned how to spell your other without like needing to open a separate tab and look at it and I was so proud of myself. Then you changed it like just... just why would you do this to me? -plays 'Why Did This Happen To Me' in the background-

Anyway what is there to say, lately I've been realizing just how much you mean to me. Not because I'm naive and thought something really bad could have happened to you with that allergy thing. I started realizing it a while back and when you stopped texting me right after you said your mom was taking you to the ER it really just hit me. I find it a little funny since I'm so reserved and cynical most of the time that in these 8 months that we've been talking (we met back in November omg) I've let you in this little shell of mine that is such a tough nut to crack. And I'm happy I did, because you're such a great person and you hold such and important spot with me.

From like the moment I get up to my phone vibrating and then fall asleep after looking at your text cuz I'm a lazy shit. Though seriously just getting a text from you makes my day. I never thought that doing a request for someone was how I would meet one of my best friends. One of the people that I feel most comfortable around. One of the people that I could just say anything to without feeling like I'm being stupid. Someone I can be myself around. I just want to say thank you for being that person. I'm so happy that I met you and that your one of the people I text on a daily. Just the fact that I can call you one of my best friends is amazing to me.

I know sometimes I can be a little overbearing (I told you I was clingy didn't I? lD) and I know sometimes it can a little annoying but that's just a way of showing how much I genuinely care for you. If something bad every happened to you I feel like I would loss my shit because even though I'm all the way over here in NM I would feel like there was something I could have done in a way. It's kinda a stupid philosophy of mine but for some reason it just stuck there in a way for God knows what reason.

Anyway, just know that your my Steff bby and that will probably never change. You're stuck with me LMFAO. Also don't let anyone tell you that you won't amount to anything because you always will in my book. In my book right now you're one of the greatest people I've ever met and you've helped me grow a little honestly. You're gonna do great things in this life. Never doubt that.

Fame is done for now eue




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snow-wren Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey I'm sorry your commissions are taking so long it's just I have a few things going on but I promise to get them done

if you want I can give you back some of your money
Baerrito Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Hahaha no you're fine! I understand that real life comes first; no worries

And there's no need to do that. As I said it's totally fine hahah :]
petit--loup Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014  Student Writer
You are the most beautiful creature to have ever graced the earth
Baerrito Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
petit--loup Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014  Student Writer
I stg I'm so d one 
Baerrito Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You say that a lot for somebody who isn't done at all
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GingerFlight Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
i like how all the comments below me are about your new username and meanwhile i just came here to tell you that your mustaches looked gay
NinjaCheetah Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Student General Artist
FameTheGame Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014
omg you really did it.... I approve 
eliza1star Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014  Student General Artist
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