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Steff| 18| Female| Capricorn| ISTP| Pennsylvania

Hi diddly ho neighboreenos! My name's Steff and I'm just a dorky 18 year-old college kid who draws cats in their spare time. I currently go to Penn State University for biomedical engineering; obviously I like to torture myself. I'm a pretty shy person, but don't let that hold you back! Feel free to message me any time saying hi, or asking me any questions. I may not be the absolute greatest at responding to messages on here, but if its dire feel free to contact me on Skype! My Skype name is Steffanosaurus, so if you ever need me you can usually grab me there.

Your Baerrito

Drawn by rrath


Okay time 2 b serious now.

Yes so -holds up steff- -smooshes her face over box-

You guys see this lovely gal right here? She's my baerrito. And she is so fucking amazing I can't even.

Like we've known each other for what, a year now Steff? But we only started talking a few months ago and god I'm so glad I messaged you on Skype asking if you were okay because we've talked ever since and speaking of which I don't think we've gone a day without talking since then and I really hate talking so that's actually an accomplishment.

You're such a fucking dork I literally can't with you but you make me smile and laugh and I can't help but roll my eyes and laugh because, goddamnit Bae. And as much as I wanna be annoyed I can't because you're too fuckin' cute like smooshes your cheek.

Guys Steff is fuckin' beautiful okay like just unf 10/10 A++++++ would tap but i gotta stretch first.

I want to write more but my head hurts like a bitch so just, rubs butt on page.

Thank you for listening to me whenever I needed to talk and making me laugh and dealing with my stupid ass all day okay. I'll let u be afro queen, maybe. I dunno. You can be red-haired Afro Princess k?

Votre Petit-Loup

Drawn by FameTheGame

Alright, it's been a while since I last wrote and just ok I have a lot of fucking emotions right now so I'll probably get sappy sorry not sorry.

I honestly .... Goddamnit Steff you're fucking amazing and I can't even describe how much your friendship means I'm just fucking sitting here grinning like an idiot because you're such a fucking dork and I love it and I love you and I love your stupid dorkface.

I don't say this lightly but I really do love you like ... honestly you're ... god I don't know how to explain it because yeah I've known you for a year but our friendship just bloomed into what it is now and it's great and our conversations make me smile and laugh and I can honestly say that you're one of like, two people who can make me laugh every time we talk and I don't have enough words to express my gratitude for you because of that. I don't laugh often but with you I seem to do it in abundance and I'm getting sappy but I don't give a shit I love you and I love your stupid jokes and I love when you make fun of me and I love your face have I said that? I probably did but whatever just PICKS YOU UP AND VIRTUALLY SQUEEZES.

You scared the fuck out of me the other day with the allergy stuff like I couldn't sit down because I was worrying and it hit me that I don't know what I would do if you weren't there (not saying you would've died but just, if I couldn't talk to you for a few days). Somehow you've become part of my daily program. I either wake up to a crazy text from you or I send you one and that's my morning - it starts with you and it usually ends with you EVEN THOUGH YOU FALL ASLEEP ON ME A LOT STEFF WTF BRO.

Okay I think I'm done but just know that I love and care about you and shit okay? I know I'm all the way in Texas but I'm here if you ever need me because that's what baerrito's are for and I'll make my booty clap 4 u bby and then I'll stretch and we can do the sex k? k.

You're a dork and I love you.

Last edited on July 13, 2014

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Ya know what? I am going to write this now, even though writing on this ipad is excruciating because capitalizing things sucks and it's sO SLOW
I hope you're grateful that I love you enough to go through this because i stg

ANYWAY this is going to stay at the bottom of your page ok (edit: why can i not move the custom box to the bottom on the ipad this is stupid
we can't let my dumbness intervene with Jay and Fame's beautiful writing (i will refrain from calling her Time for now because then i will have to make a pun and she will probably throttle me, and it would be worth it but that's not really my goal here)

all right here we go
prepare yourself for a heap of gay, Steff

let us start by going back in time almosT FIVE YEARS AGO NOW HOLY SHIT
except actually it's still only like four years
I don't remember what exact day we met - all I know is that it was before I started high school and during my eighth grade year, so it was definitely before summer, but I haven't been able to narrow it down and it's killing me ugh
but little did I know that that day would forever change the course of my life
Was that corny enough??
So yeah, we met sometime back when dinosaurs were still roaming the earth, and that was back when your name was Sugartail (which was such a gr8 username because it made nearly as much sense as Gingerflight does lmfao) and I remember that you were one of my watchers and I was only vaguely aware that you existed because I was such a nooby turd, and then I made that Searunners rp and you joined (and I also remember that before you told me to call you Steffan I wanted to give you a nickname but I had been torn because if I called you Sugar I would also be obligated to call you Honey, Honey; you know, because of that one song - never mind) , and I swear I have no idea what we did during the short time that Searunners existed, but suddenly we were friends???? Honestly, all I remember about that time was Destinypaw making fun of Hannibal for being an ugly fucker, and I'm assuming that's not what began the friendship so

But I still really do not understand why you wanted to become friends with me omg I was such a loser back then
I overused dumb emoticons and was just a huge noob in general, and yet
you wanted to be my friend????
that still baffles me because i honestly want to kill my former self for being an idiot but that would probably kill the current me too if I did that so maybe I won't
The thing is, even though i don't understand why on earth you would want to be the friend of some dumb fricker like me, I am so very, very glad you did
oh god it's going to probably get sappy now
you better not laugh at what I'm going to write, you asshat

I don't think I realized until recently how important you'd become to me, nor how prominent of a figure you'd become in my life. We've known each other for such a long time and fallen into this routine where we just constantly sass each other and give each other dumb best nicknames that I guess it just didn't really hit me right away that WAIT A SECOND STEFF THERE'S A PHANTOM OF THE OPERA COMMERCIAL PLAYING ON TV PAUSE THE SAP
oh my god it was so short but im cry
why do i have to live in the land of hillbillies
why can't i live here where they show commercials for broadway shows on an everyday basis

i am in control of myself again
im sorry
shit i completely forgot what i was going to say

so yeah, do you know how much time we've spent just discussing the most random stuff with each other? I remember I used to look back through our old skype conversations ( actually i think it was skype that brought us close omfg) and just laugh to myself at how ridiculous they were. You never failed to make me laugh, and that hasn't changed even after all the years we've known each other
man, we were just kids back then
i mean, i'm still a kid
ur an elderly woman now
But like, when we first started talking we were both young and vibrant and full of innocence - at least i was, you were probably already thinking of dirty jokes back then - and now i'm going into my senior year and you're going to be in COLLEGE
i am going to text you during school and bug you during all your college classes eheuheuheuheu
before you know it we will be 80 years old and we will still be skyping each other with our old lady fingers omfg

but back to my point
You, Steff, are one of the best things that has ever happened to me, probably even one of the best things that has ever happened to this world aND DONT YOU DARE LET THAT GO TO YOUR SWELLED HEAD
because I really have no idea what I would do without you now
that is like the corniest of all corny things but it's really true
There was this period of time where we didn't get to talk too much because of our hectic schedules, and during that time I was so busy that I didn't really notice. But then when we started skyping each other again after all that, I realized just how much I had seriously missed talking to you. I don't know if I've ever told you this, but you are probably the friend that I've shared the most with over the years. Through all the sassy crap that we spout at each other, I've bared more of my soul to you than what my real life friends have probably ever seen. I dunno, maybe it's because talking over the internet and talking in real life are such different things, but you are, like, my go to personn for everything. You are always so willing to liisten to me rant about my problems, especially my problems with certain people, and when I'm upset i dont actually ssay anything about it, but I stg you always seem to know what I'm feeling because you just say things that make my day SO MUCH BETTER and its like wow how did you even know just what to say
whenever i get an alert that i've gotten a skype message from you (when skype actually boTHERS TO ALERT ME THAT PIECE OF ) I just grin so hugely
yesterday when we were talking about you being Queen Booby I was just sitting there with this goofy smile on my face I guess and my mom was like "vanessa what are you grinning at"
and i was just like "steff" and she was like "oh ok" like even she knows that you're one of my best friends now omfg
in the beginning she used to be ultra suspicious of you because I'm pretty sure I used to pronounce your name as Steff-ahn instead of Steff-en and so she thought you were some guy that was trying to seduce me and i was like "mom if you could see some of the things she called me you would see she isn't trying to seduce me"
and then she thought you were bullying me and i was like MOM NO
i swear
She relaxed after you mailed me that letter that one time you commissioned me
they're both sitting in my high school musical bucket that i put my treasures in
please do not ask why i have a high school musical bucket
That was such a great letter I love it so much <3

I remember when I got your letter that time I was so excited because until that moment I had only ever talked to any of my internet friends on, well, the internet obviously, and finally I had something that basically yelled "THIS PERSON IS IN THIS WORLD AND IS ACTUALLY SOMEONE YOU CAN CONTACT"
i dunno why, but that letter made that sink in more than skyping you could, and it made me so happy to think that you existed in the same country i existed in like
i can't even explain it
The point is
I know where you live eue
I'm going to go to Pennsylvania one day and just appear on your doorstep and bang on your door until someone lets me in
and then we will go watch phantom and be really dorky together and if your stepdad tries to say anything even relatively condescending to you i will get up in his face and give him the instructions for how to shove your opinion up your ass
except i probably wouldn't do that because im lame but that sounds like a great idea
actually i probably won't even be able to go to pennsylvania because im underage anYWAY

Am i doing this right???
I'm trying to pour out my heart into this but I feel like I'm just rambling honestly
I've never done this before, and I never thought that I ever would
This was always the kind of thing that other people did, not me
I remember that I would always just go to other people's profile pages and all I would see was a bunch of things from their friends who had hacked them and written super long messages proclaiming their undying friendship and love for that person
and i would sit there on that person's profile page and read every single message that had been written for them, word for word
and I would see all the heartfelt feelings that had been put into everything and
i would just feel so immensely jealous
that they were so loved by friends they had never even met
because I knew that that was never going to happen to me
I was never going to have any friends like that who would bother to write anything for me on my profile page, i would never have anyone feel close enough to me that they would want to
because i don't keep friends easily
I don't know if it's something I do or if it just kind of happens, but when I make friends we always drift apart
it's been tried and proven, both with people on deviantart and in real life
they just go away and I never hear from them again, and if I do then they talk to me as though they never knew me
maybe they didn't
so I just tried not to get close to people as a rule, unless it was already too late, because I knew it was pointless
I'm trying to grow out of this, but it's difficult
You can tell it hasn't worked yet based on that one poll I did recently
out of all the people who answered, most people said that I was the friend that they have to get to know better
and when i saw that i felt so guilty because I know that's mainly my fault, since I don't even try
I'm still stuck in that mindset, I guess
even with the close friends I do have I just look at them and wonder if one day I will be the one that will cause us to lose touch, and it is such a horrible, unavoidable thought to me
But I never really thought that way about you
It never even occurred to me that we might ever drift apart, because that way of thinking was just so completely out of the question that I would never allow it to happen
Still, I didn't think that you would ever ask me if you could write a box of gay on my page, and then you did and all I could think at first was "excuse me?" Because no one was supposed to ever ask me that and it didn't quite register at first
but then it did and I was so overjoyed i wanted to cry
obviously I didn't tell you that because that is lame
but when you actually did write that thing on my page and I read it, I actually did cry, I wasn't just telling you that
Partly from laughing at you, but mainly because I was so grateful and thankful that you had wanted to become my friend in the first place because you, my gayby, are quite possibly one of the best I've ever had and ever will have
Some people have a ton of friends that write boxes of gay on their page, to the point where that is all you see when you visit their profiles, and that is wonderful
I just have one box of gay but that is equally wonderful
Even if I never have anyone else want to write another one for me, I will be perfectly happy because I actually have one, and it's from one of the people that I care for the most, and that is more than I could have ever hoped for
i am actually tearing up god im sorry that way sappier than what I originally planned to write

but steff, you are absolutely perfect and don't let anyone tell you differently
not even hannah montana
fuck off, hannah, you don't know shit
you are such a gorgeous human being both inside and out (even if your snapchats are hideous and your mustaches are gay LMAO I KID I KID MY SNAPCHATS ARE WORSE except your mustaches really were extremely gay what a dork you are) and don't you dare let anyone tell you differently
you are such an incredible friend like jesus christ I am so lucky that I got to know you and that our friendship is one where we can just make fun of each other over the stupidest things like typos, and I'm ALSO super glad that we became friends. And I'm not an easy person to become friends with - at least not to this extent, so that says a lot about just how special you are

this is random and off topic but
When you had that allergy thing and I found out about it like way after it happened I was so worried about you and i know this is going to sound awful but at first when I saw that Fame and Jay knew about it before i did at first I was like oh
maybe it's finally happening
that thing where we drift apart
it always happens so this isn't a surprise even though i didnt expect it to happen with steff but i guess that's how it works
and I was so mad at myself for thinking that when you could have fucking died and god I am still pissed that something like that even went through my mind
I was even more angry at myself when you told me that you didn't text me about it because you didn't want to worry me and ruin my vacation
Like, how on earth do I even deserve a friend like you?? You were being considerate because you didn't want me to worry over you
you dork
what do you think I would have done if you'd died and I hadn't even had the slightest inkling about it?
Obviously if I had been aware I would have been having a panic attack from freaking out over your health and well being and over whether or not you would live another day and it would have been the worst thing ever to experience but
i just
you can't just die without saying anything to me
Not to mention my vacation was already partially ruined because of thaT ONE PERSON so you could have worried me all you want
anyway all of that is basically what i was thinking after you told me your reason but I was also just laughing out of relief that you were fine and weren't going to die and we weren't drifting and you hadn't said anything for my sake and gdi you are the biggest fricking dork and i love you so much

you are my precious Steff bby despite the fact that you are older than me and you are that one person that I can always trust to proofread what I write in response to idiots and the one who I can ramble to about how perfect Sierra Boggess is and we are going to meet one day I swear to God
When you're a rich engineer and I'm on Broadway I'm going to invite you out to New York and we will go out and wander around and drink champagne because that stuff sounds delicious and give money to hobos and watch the Fifty Shades musical together and I will take your Phantom virginity and then we can be stupid dorky poops together by crying over Enjolras and Grantaire and Eponine and various fictional characters and wE SHOULD HAVE A TOM JONES DANCE PARTY TOO AND I WILL MAke you play legend of zelda ok??? ok
also we should just watch all the other musicals on Broadway too because hello we will be filthy stinking rich and can afford it
and i will get you tickets and backstage passes to whatever show i'm in and you can come meet all the famous broadway peeps
by that time I may even be friends with someone like Samantha Barks ayyyyy

I am still trying to work up the courage to actually call you because it isn't fair that everyone else in the world has heard your voice and you've heard my voice but I haven't heard yours
Except I really am terrible at talking on the phone
Maybe when I eventually call you I will reach your voicemail and then I can just leave a really dumb message
yes this is a wonderful idea

There is so much else that I want to say to you and about you, like how funny you are and how compassionate and warm and caring and down-to-earth and fabulous you are, and how everyone you meet needs to make an effort to get to know you because if they don't they will be missing out on so much and they won't even know

BUT I have written enough already and just typing all this out was way harder than it would have been on the computer
also I'm multi-tasking and watching American Hustle while doing this and it is very hard to take my eyes off the screen because holy crap the acting is to die for, especially with Jennifer Lawrence so

you're the best gay buttock that ever existed, and I am proud to call myself your bosom friend and personal gremlin ;u;
Smooches loudly <3333333

Last updated 7/21/14


I live to die another day by Baerrito
I live to die another day
Until I fade away

Points to ET ayyyyy

So my computer hates the internet but I have a buttload of drawings I've done that I'll be uploading in the next few days
But of course today I had to upload this one, since it's GingerFlight's birthday! You don't just not upload your best friend's gift on their birthday man
This was super fun for me to draw let me tell you
Kakia can never have too much fluff

I'm actually kinda proud of this

also I think Kakia is currently a Black-Shadow but shhHHHHHHH
Do I ever tell u guys my true talent in life
2 deviants said My roommate calls it my dragon noise
2 deviants said And being hella gay but shhHHHH
1 deviant said I'm also good at determining who has nice eyebrows and a nice butt
No deviants said It's belching
No deviants said I sound like a man
No deviants said I felt you all needed to know that
No deviants said I am also good with birthdays but belching man
I'm so funny
It's finals week so I'm doing this to take some stress off before I study again

My Age:
[ ] I am considered a minor.
[ ] I am over 18. (I will be next month)
[ ] I am under 13.
[x] I am in between the ages of 13 and 18.
[ ] I wish I was older. (The older I get the harder things become)
[ ] I wish I was younger.
[/] I like my age.
[ ] I know how to drive, even though I'm too young to have my license.
[x] I drink/smoke and I'm underage. (JUST BLAZE.. Lmao jk I actually drink more than I smoke)

My Appearance:
[ ] I have brown hair.
[x] I have blonde hair. (Naturally)
[ ] I have black hair.
[x] I have red hair.
[x] I have an unnatural hair color.
[x] I've dyed my hair before.
[x] I've gotten highlights/lowlights before.
[x] I have curly hair.
[ ] I have straight hair.
[x] I have wavy hair.
[x] I have frizzy hair.
[/] I straighten my hair every day.
[ ] I have brown eyes.
[x] I have blue eyes.
[ ] I have gray eyes.
[ ] I have hazel eyes.
[ ] I have green eyes.
[x] My eyes change colours. (blue eyes are pale enough to reflect light, so my eyes can appear darker or lighter depending on what I'm wearing/my surroundings.)
[x] I have glasses.
[x] I use regular contacts.
[ ] I got laser eye surgery.
[x] I am under 5'4.
[ ] I'm under 5 feet.
[ ] I'm over 5'4.
[ ] I am over 6 feet tall.
[ ] I love my height.
[ ] I hate my height.
[x] I am happy with the size I am.
[ ] I wish I was skinnier.
[ ] I wish I could gain some weight.
[ ] I am trying to lose weight.
[ ] I have gone on fad diets before.
[ ] I have taken diet pills and laxatives.
[x] My shoe size is above a 9. (I have huge feet)
[ ] My shoe size is under a 5.
[ ]  My shoe size is normal.
[x] It's hard for me to find shoes that fit. (Size 10 women's that have to be narrow bc I have really skinny feet. I have skis for feet)

[ ] I shop at stores like Abercrombie, Holllister, and American Eagle.
[x] I've shopped at Hot Topic.
[/] I shop at stores like PacSun and Zumies.
[ ] I shop at stores like Bloomingdales and Saks.
[/] I shop at stores like Forever 21 and Urban Outfitters.
[x] I shop at Wal-Mart, Target, and K-Mart.
[/] I love shopping.
[ ] I hate shopping, and still wear stuff from five years ago.
[ ] I own a designer purse.
[ ] I love those oversized tote bags.
[ ] I despise skinny jeans. (Excuse I live in them)
[ ] I wear high-waisted jeans.
[ ] Mary-Kate Olsen is definitely my style icon.
[ ] Shoes are my life.
[ ] I live in my converses.  
[ ] I love Uggs!
[ ] I absolutely cannot stand flip flops.
[ ] I get my nails done every week.
[ ] I wear perfume.
[x] I hate pedicures.
[ ] I wear false eyelashes.
[ ] I wear a lot of makeup.
[ ] I don't wear any makeup.
[x] I love Burt's Bees.
[ ] I wear a ton of eyeliner.
[ ] I wear lipstick.
[ ] I wear lipliner.
[x] I feel uncomfortable when wearing mini skirts.
[/] I wear a lot of low cut shirts that show a lot of cleavage. (No shame)
[/] High heels are sexy. (If you can walk in them)
[x] I cannot walk in high heels.
[ ] I love wedges.
[x] I live in my jeans.
[ ] My dog is my favorite accessory
[ ] I prefer granny panties.
[/] I buy all my bras from Victoria's Secret.
[ ] I love Victoria's Secret's PINK line.

[x] I am in college.
[ ] I am a high school dropout.
[ ] I am homeschooled.
[x] I've graduated. (High school anyways lmao)
[ ] I go to a private school.
[ ] I go to a Catholic school.
[x] I go to a public school.
[x] I am in Honors classes.
[ ] I was held back a grade.
[ ] I skipped a grade.
[ ] I want to get into an Ivy League college.
[ ] My favorite class is English.
[ ] I hate science.
[ ] I hate English.
[x] I love math.
[ ] I am currently failing one or more of my classes.
[ ] My teachers are horrible, and I have no clue why they were hired.
[/] I love my teachers. (Mainly one)
[ ] I want to graduate now! (Can I go back to high school)
[x] I wish I could stay in high school forever.
[x] I am/was in band or orchestra.
[ ] I am/was in choir.
[ ] I'm in a lot of clubs.
[ ] I play a ton of school sports.
[ ] I'm on a Varsity or JV team.
[ ] I'm in all the school plays.
[ ] I can hardly wait to go to college. (Children y'all got a big storm comin)

My Friends:
[x] I have a best friend.
[x] I have more than one best friend.
[x] I have a lot of acquaintances.
[ ] I don't have any friends
[/] My friends are crazy, but I love them.
[x] My friends and I do a ton of stuff together. (I live with one sooo)
[x] I have a lot of guy friends.  (Almost all of my friends here are guys)
[x] I have had the same best friend for years.
[ ] My best friends change like I change my underwear.
[ ] My friends and I get into a lot of fights.

The Opposite Sex (or Same Sex):
[x] I have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] I'm single.
[ ] I hook up frequently.
[ ] I've never had a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ ] I'm gay.
[x] I'm bi. (I feel like I've never flat out said it here but yaaaas I'm bi)
[ ] I'm lesbian.
[ ] I'm pan-sexual.
[ ] I'm polysexual.
[ ] I'm demisexual.
[ ] I'm asexual.
[ ] I'm another sexuality that's not listed here.
[ ] I'm boy-crazy.
[ ] I've dated my friend's ex.
[ ] I've never been kissed.
[ ] I've had an abortion before.
[ ] I was pregnant in high school.
[ ] I'm saving myself until I'm married.(LMFAOOOOOOOOO)
[ ] I'm just waiting for the right guy to have sex with. (Not a virgin so)
[ ] I lost my virginity under the age of 13.
[x] I love tall guys.
[x] I would date someone shorter than me.
[x] I focus more on looking for a someone with a good personality rather than someone really hot.
[ ] I love guys/girls with blue eyes. (Brown eyes do things to me)
[x] Facial hair is sexy.
[/] Guys/girls with piercings and tattoos are amazing. (It depends on how tasteful they are)
[ ] I love preppy guys/girls.
[x] I love the nerds.
[/] I would date someone in the army (distance is a concern)

[ ] My parents are married.
[ ] My parents are divorced.
[x] My parents are living together, but aren't married.
[/] I love my parents.
[/] I hate my parents.
[/] I love my parents, but they annoy me a lot.
[x] My parents are so embarrassing!
[/] My parents are really strict. (Stepdad)
[/] My parents let me do whatever I want.
[ ] I tell everything to my parents.
[/] I don't tell anything to my parents.
[x] I tell some things to my parents.
[ ] I have a brother.
[ ] I have a sister.
[ ] I am the oldest in the family.
[ ] I'm in the middle.
[ ] I'm the youngest in the family.
[ ] I have a brother or sister in college.
[ ] I babysit my brother or sister all the time.
[ ] I love my grandparents.
[x] One or more of my great grandparents are alive.
[ ] I've been to a family reunion before.

Other Stuff:
[x] I'm a grammar nazi.
[x] I love erasers.
[ ] Chocolate is sex. (As much as I love chocolate... Nah)
[x] I'm pro choice.
[ ] I'm pro life.
[x] I'm a Democrat. (More a liberal libertarian)
[ ] I'm a Republican.
[ ] I don't know what I am.
[ ] I love Bush.
[x] I check my email every day.
[ ] I use MSN.
[ ] I love Facebook.
[ ] I prefer Myspace.
[x] I hate people that TYPE LiiKE THiiS 0r Th!$ oR tHiSsSsS
[x] I love Chinese food. (I'm allergic to soy in it but FAWK DA POPO)
Hey guys

I just need to mention something quickly

Lately things haven't been alright. A lot of my anxieties have returned and I've been feeling worthless and replaced. I feel like I'm destroying my relationships with people because I'm withdrawing into myself but I'm afraid that I annoy them/they only talk to me when they need something. I want to fix things, but I can't. I can't find the drive to strengthen/fix my friendships out of fear that they don't want me/are better off without me. So if it seems like I've been neglecting you I'm sorry. Things just haven't been okay.

Today I had a talk with my mom about family members I cut out of my life years ago. They're trying to get back into my life. These are the people that used and abused me for years, and the stress of it all as well as flashbacks of what I've tried to forget has hit me pretty hard. I just feel hollowed out. I just want to drink myself into a stupor so I can forget everything that's happening and has happened.

So basically I'm just warning you I'll probably be even more reclusive and unresponsive. I'll still be on skype and try to reply to rps, but it'll probably be hard to catch me on there. I'm sorry, but things are a mess right now and I'm far from fine.

Please don't pity me or anything. I just needed to tell people where I am and what's happening so they won't worry or anything. I'll be okay eventually. I just need time to put the pieces back together.

I like to think of this like your moms favorite vase that you accidentally  broke. You've gotta glue all of the pieces together before she realizes what's happened, but eventually you get it right. Sure there'll be cracks, but most people don't notice a few cracks here and there.

That actually sounds really twisted and sad and it wasn't supposed to. Oops


drawn by eliza1star

My Pack


Best Friends


Brotato Chips


Breakship Club


rrath is totally a god, totally did not hack Steff's account, totally no.
Just a daily reminder.

drawn by FameTheGame

Do I ever tell u guys my true talent in life 

2 deviants said My roommate calls it my dragon noise
2 deviants said And being hella gay but shhHHHH
1 deviant said I'm also good at determining who has nice eyebrows and a nice butt
No deviants said It's belching
No deviants said I sound like a man
No deviants said I felt you all needed to know that
No deviants said I am also good with birthdays but belching man


Drawn by FameTheGame
:iconfamethegame::iconsaysplz: Okay so Steff is amazing I mean she's hilarious and funny and she's an amazing person to talk to omfg I love talking to her on Skype because she can make me feel so upbeat by just like saying like two words.

Like I really want to type a whole paragraph here but I can't because like there are no words perfect or great enough for you~!

It's really funny how such a great thing can come from one simple comment sometimes <3

You're perfect Steff and don't you dare let anyone else tell you otherwise because they're goddamned liars.
You're my bby
Ily so much Steff <33333333333333333333333333333

Anyway I have (mostly) everything coded here for you Steff I hope you like it~!
feel free to rearrange things and if you need me to change anything well just Skype me because I'm on there like all day every day you know lD


Okay guys let's see how long it takes Steff to notice this is being updated lD Alright because I seem to find myself falling more and more in love with you (in that friendship sort of way, no your not my friend you're more my best friend and like family now) I figured it would only ne natural for me to update this eue

What is there to say really? You're amazing omfg and you're perfect and I swear one little sentence from you and your writing can bring me to tears, I'm still trying not to cry at what you recently linked me. iT'S THAT PERFECT OKAY????
There are times when we may come to different conclusions but like at least we're getting our opinion out there right? I mean of course we're not going to be exactly the same but we're close enough. I love talking to you though because you're perfect to talk to but you know you have to start talking during the Breakship Club Skype calls because like last time it was only me and Rath and I really wanted to hear you're beautiful voice. You're that one person I really want to get a better idea of what you sound like and like me and Rath said. We're going to randomly Skype call people we want to find out what they sound like and we're going to freak them out ouo

Anyway you're perfect Steff and I love you because you're so sweet and I want to fly you down here so I can tackle you and cuddle you. Then I can make a height comparison lD

Though seriously Steff you say I have talent but you're the talented one here. Remember those subway songs? They could have gone platinum. Okay I need to go now because my mom's telling me to go to sleep but I'll be back because I'm not done yet. Love ya!



I am bad at talking about people because I get 100 ideas of what to say and then I loose all thought.
its bad
watch as this starts and ends as a train wreck.
then I realized I use the word awesome too much
and rethought everything
because I could write so much
but also I don't have the words to EXPRESS THEM ALL
this is no t even much talking
as it is yelling about how perfect you are and how bad I am talking
I think this just proves my point
too bad
I'm not gonna say anything else
this is what you're stuck with
-Rath eue

Hacked pt 2


So I stalk your page because this page is mine and plus I really like wanted to update this because there are so many things to talk about and you updated mine so I only found it fair that I update this right now.

So we've been a little brokenhearted lately and you made me cry last night Steff I swear to god never update Kokkinos's heartchart again, please! Though we've come up with some pretty nice headcannons and are having fun with those and that rp we have going is making me happy because bro who doesn't like human rps they're great and awkward when it comes to that one awkward meeting lD Anyway my heart still hurts I think it finally died like, tgb destroyed my feels and not even a year as gone by since I joined damn that was fast. Anyway like I'm going to start like texting you like crazy because Skype is stupid and I hate it and my phone hates it too. Like you got all those messages today I think that's the most I've ever texted like you got to believe I'm not a person who likes to text people omfg wow Steff you bring out the texter in me holy shit *bows*

Anyway I'm really glad to call you not only a friend but one of the closest friends I have and it's amazing and I love you like you're one of the closest friends I've had in a while and it's great to know someone like you and to have in you in my life. Wait what am I saying it isn't great, it's better than that but there aren't words for it right now. I'm just more than thankful that you're in my life.

But you hurt me why Steff like that's not what friends do and you force me to retaliate. I don't think I'll retaliate with Eileen anymore though because the more I write for her I think the deeper she goes into depression lD Maybe I'll retaliate with like Mothpaw by drawing her sad and shiz because who wants a sad Mothpaw that's unnatural. Or or I'll start to retaliate with happiness *nods*

Omfg I never told you so like the night after you called me the incarnation of Satan (cause I am lesbianest) um I got onto dA and I opened my messages and I had 6 watch messages, 6 comments, and 6 notes like I have a screenshot it was great but I need to look for it and I'll show it to you. It was a sign I stg

To add to it you're one of the most talented people I know and don't you dare call my writing good senpai no I will not accept the compliment I won't. Like your writing touches the deepest parts of my soul and I've never seen a writer do that to me before like I've seen some pretty talented writers but yours just really gets me. Plus your art just brings me joy because because I love it so much especially the Eryx and Kakia one you uploaded.

Anyway let's wrap this up with saying you are one of my greatest friends and no matter how much you shatter my heart I will always retaliate out of love OuO No matter what tho you can always come and talk to me no matter what the subject and I'll try to be there for you because you've been there for me so many times throughout my life and I'm grateful for that. Thank you so much for everything Steff <3333

AND :iconpissplz: MY PAGE


Come on Eileen- Dexy's Midnight Runners

Hacked 3

drawn by FameTheGame


So like I decided to hack your account and do this now that you have a new username. I was so sad when you changed it because I barely learned how to spell your other without like needing to open a separate tab and look at it and I was so proud of myself. Then you changed it like just... just why would you do this to me? -plays 'Why Did This Happen To Me' in the background-

Anyway what is there to say, lately I've been realizing just how much you mean to me. Not because I'm naive and thought something really bad could have happened to you with that allergy thing. I started realizing it a while back and when you stopped texting me right after you said your mom was taking you to the ER it really just hit me. I find it a little funny since I'm so reserved and cynical most of the time that in these 8 months that we've been talking (we met back in November omg) I've let you in this little shell of mine that is such a tough nut to crack. And I'm happy I did, because you're such a great person and you hold such and important spot with me.

From like the moment I get up to my phone vibrating and then fall asleep after looking at your text cuz I'm a lazy shit. Though seriously just getting a text from you makes my day. I never thought that doing a request for someone was how I would meet one of my best friends. One of the people that I feel most comfortable around. One of the people that I could just say anything to without feeling like I'm being stupid. Someone I can be myself around. I just want to say thank you for being that person. I'm so happy that I met you and that your one of the people I text on a daily. Just the fact that I can call you one of my best friends is amazing to me.

I know sometimes I can be a little overbearing (I told you I was clingy didn't I? lD) and I know sometimes it can a little annoying but that's just a way of showing how much I genuinely care for you. If something bad every happened to you I feel like I would loss my shit because even though I'm all the way over here in NM I would feel like there was something I could have done in a way. It's kinda a stupid philosophy of mine but for some reason it just stuck there in a way for God knows what reason.

Anyway, just know that your my Steff bby and that will probably never change. You're stuck with me LMFAO. Also don't let anyone tell you that you won't amount to anything because you always will in my book. In my book right now you're one of the greatest people I've ever met and you've helped me grow a little honestly. You're gonna do great things in this life. Never doubt that.

Fame is done for now eue

Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go- Wham!





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Little-Wild-Rabbit Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2014  New member Hobbyist
Hello, Sorry to bother you but I saw you had an interest in Role plays and was wondering if you would like to try a new RP.

:iconthe-rabbit-warren: if you are interested :) (Smile)
petit--loup Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014  Student Writer
hi yes hello this is still mine 

will forever be mine 

eliza1star Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2014  Student General Artist
FameTheGame Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2014
Y O U R   F R I E N D L Y   D A I L Y   R E M I N D E R
This page is still mine, since someone apparently forgot
petit--loup Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2014  Student Writer
excuse u this page is mine kthx
petit--loup Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2014  Student Writer

this is still mine in case anyone forgot
NinjaCheetah Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2014  Student Digital Artist
//Noms on you 
petit--loup Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2014  Student Writer
also mine 
Biirdi Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yo yo I am planning to binge my commissions soon. The halloween commish you wanted... What are the details so we can set a price?
Baerrito Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm so sorry omg I totally forgot! I'll hit you up on skype right now vuv
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