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Let's Hear it for Rock Bottom- The Offspring







Steff| 19| Agender| Pansexual| Capricorn| ISTP| Agnostic

Hi diddly ho neighboreenos! My name's Steff and I'm just a dorky 19 year-old college kid who draws cats in their spare time. I spend a lot of my time drawing and rping cats which you think I wouldn't be emotionally invested in doing but oops you're wrong. I'm pretty busy now a days, and sometimes dA isn't the easiest place to reach me (my wifi is shotty at school). If you want to reach me or get to know me, my Skype name is Steffanosaurus; feel free to add me! Just please tell me who you are.

Note: I am a full-time student studying engineering, so much of my time is spent on school work. If I owe you a reply please do not bug me for one. I'm aware I need to send replies, but real life comes first.

Your Baerrito






Drawn by rrath
steff is a dork that is all

Votre Petit-Loup






Drawn by ddorky

It's almost three am. I meant to be asleep like fucking four hours ago yet here I am. Story of my life really.

Can I just say that seeing that you only have 42 messages right now makes me so fucking pleased like good job Bae because that 20k you had two days ago was fucking just ROLLS EYES AT YOU AND YOUR DORKNESS.

Anyway. It's been way too long since I last wrote in here so I apologize if I get a touch emotional but I mean I'm an emotional wreck anyway so what do you expect.

Holy cow so much has happened since I last wrote goddamn. We've been through shitty friendships and relationships together and dude sometimes I look back on that one month, you probably remember the one, where I just called you on my break and straight up vented for thirty minutes. And you listened and let me and even more is that I felt comfortable enough to express myself that way. Like, I don't usually vent to people and that topic was super fucking close to my heart but just YOU LISTENED AND I STILL THINK ABOUT IT AND IT STILL MEANS A LOT TO ME.

I'm also like 89% sure we talked about you being a stripper and me being a badass marine during that convo so that's a plus.

Then there for a while we were both busy and talking just kinda fell to the side. We'd sporadically text and I never got worried or concerned because you were still there for me and I was still there for you and it was a bit of a dark time for both of us I think but we're still here, we made it. I'm proud of you for how far you've come, bae. Honestly. You went through some shitty stuff a few months back and you're going through some crappy stuff right now but I've got you. Never ever forget that if you ever need me for anything I've got your back.

And then a few months ago Tzu and you and I made our pack and yeah, y'all make me happy. It makes me happy to see you both talking in the Wolfpack chat because it's my two best friends. Fuck man, until you said best friend earlier I hadn't even ... I call you bae instead of steff now because that's - your my bae. That sums up everything you need to know about my relationship with you but remove the title of bae from you and remove the title of love from tzu and I've got two awesome, radically, impossibly wonderful people who I love and care about and trust more than most anyone else. My best friends.

We both said months back that we were stuck with each other and now Tzu is stuck with the both of us and we probably won't always get along, we'll all fuck up eventually but I look forward to this new year with you two by my side. I look forward to our conversations and to our stupid dorky moments and our jokes and this year looks really bright so far and it won't always be, I know that. I know that each of us will fall into a dark spot because that's how life works.

But I've got you, Okay? We're a pack. You're my bae and my best friend and I'm with you till the end, okay?

None one could ever replace you in my heart and no one ever will.

I love you.

now stop complaining about me not updating u r fucking box dork.


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Last edited on 1.9.15

YOUR BOSOM FRIEND







Ya know what? I am going to write this now, even though writing on this ipad is excruciating because capitalizing things sucks and it's sO SLOW
I hope you're grateful that I love you enough to go through this because i stg

ANYWAY this is going to stay at the bottom of your page ok (edit: why can i not move the custom box to the bottom on the ipad this is stupid
doN'T FORGET TO MOVE IT DOWN STEFF)
we can't let my dumbness intervene with Jay and Fame's beautiful writing (i will refrain from calling her Time for now because then i will have to make a pun and she will probably throttle me, and it would be worth it but that's not really my goal here)

all right here we go
prepare yourself for a heap of gay, Steff

let us start by going back in time almosT FIVE YEARS AGO NOW HOLY SHIT
except actually it's still only like four years
I don't remember what exact day we met - all I know is that it was before I started high school and during my eighth grade year, so it was definitely before summer, but I haven't been able to narrow it down and it's killing me ugh
but little did I know that that day would forever change the course of my life
Was that corny enough??
Good
So yeah, we met sometime back when dinosaurs were still roaming the earth, and that was back when your name was Sugartail (which was such a gr8 username because it made nearly as much sense as Gingerflight does lmfao) and I remember that you were one of my watchers and I was only vaguely aware that you existed because I was such a nooby turd, and then I made that Searunners rp and you joined (and I also remember that before you told me to call you Steffan I wanted to give you a nickname but I had been torn because if I called you Sugar I would also be obligated to call you Honey, Honey; you know, because of that one song - never mind) , and I swear I have no idea what we did during the short time that Searunners existed, but suddenly we were friends???? Honestly, all I remember about that time was Destinypaw making fun of Hannibal for being an ugly fucker, and I'm assuming that's not what began the friendship so

But I still really do not understand why you wanted to become friends with me omg I was such a loser back then
I overused dumb emoticons and was just a huge noob in general, and yet
you wanted to be my friend????
that still baffles me because i honestly want to kill my former self for being an idiot but that would probably kill the current me too if I did that so maybe I won't
The thing is, even though i don't understand why on earth you would want to be the friend of some dumb fricker like me, I am so very, very glad you did
oh god it's going to probably get sappy now
you better not laugh at what I'm going to write, you asshat

I don't think I realized until recently how important you'd become to me, nor how prominent of a figure you'd become in my life. We've known each other for such a long time and fallen into this routine where we just constantly sass each other and give each other dumb best nicknames that I guess it just didn't really hit me right away that WAIT A SECOND STEFF THERE'S A PHANTOM OF THE OPERA COMMERCIAL PLAYING ON TV PAUSE THE SAP
oh my god it was so short but im cry
why do i have to live in the land of hillbillies
why can't i live here where they show commercials for broadway shows on an everyday basis

ok
i am in control of myself again
im sorry
shit i completely forgot what i was going to say
gdi

uH I WILL IMPROVISE BECAUSE I AM THE OFFICIAL QUEEN OF IMPROV
so yeah, do you know how much time we've spent just discussing the most random stuff with each other? I remember I used to look back through our old skype conversations ( actually i think it was skype that brought us close omfg) and just laugh to myself at how ridiculous they were. You never failed to make me laugh, and that hasn't changed even after all the years we've known each other
man, we were just kids back then
i mean, i'm still a kid
ur an elderly woman now
But like, when we first started talking we were both young and vibrant and full of innocence - at least i was, you were probably already thinking of dirty jokes back then - and now i'm going into my senior year and you're going to be in COLLEGE
i am going to text you during school and bug you during all your college classes eheuheuheuheu
before you know it we will be 80 years old and we will still be skyping each other with our old lady fingers omfg

but back to my point
You, Steff, are one of the best things that has ever happened to me, probably even one of the best things that has ever happened to this world aND DONT YOU DARE LET THAT GO TO YOUR SWELLED HEAD
because I really have no idea what I would do without you now
that is like the corniest of all corny things but it's really true
There was this period of time where we didn't get to talk too much because of our hectic schedules, and during that time I was so busy that I didn't really notice. But then when we started skyping each other again after all that, I realized just how much I had seriously missed talking to you. I don't know if I've ever told you this, but you are probably the friend that I've shared the most with over the years. Through all the sassy crap that we spout at each other, I've bared more of my soul to you than what my real life friends have probably ever seen. I dunno, maybe it's because talking over the internet and talking in real life are such different things, but you are, like, my go to personn for everything. You are always so willing to liisten to me rant about my problems, especially my problems with certain people, and when I'm upset i dont actually ssay anything about it, but I stg you always seem to know what I'm feeling because you just say things that make my day SO MUCH BETTER and its like wow how did you even know just what to say
whenever i get an alert that i've gotten a skype message from you (when skype actually boTHERS TO ALERT ME THAT PIECE OF ) I just grin so hugely
yesterday when we were talking about you being Queen Booby I was just sitting there with this goofy smile on my face I guess and my mom was like "vanessa what are you grinning at"
and i was just like "steff" and she was like "oh ok" like even she knows that you're one of my best friends now omfg
in the beginning she used to be ultra suspicious of you because I'm pretty sure I used to pronounce your name as Steff-ahn instead of Steff-en and so she thought you were some guy that was trying to seduce me and i was like "mom if you could see some of the things she called me you would see she isn't trying to seduce me"
and then she thought you were bullying me and i was like MOM NO
i swear
She relaxed after you mailed me that letter that one time you commissioned me
I STILL HAVE THAT BY THE WAY SCREECHES
AND I ACTUALLY STILL HAVE THE ENVELOPE
they're both sitting in my high school musical bucket that i put my treasures in
please do not ask why i have a high school musical bucket
That was such a great letter I love it so much <3

I remember when I got your letter that time I was so excited because until that moment I had only ever talked to any of my internet friends on, well, the internet obviously, and finally I had something that basically yelled "THIS PERSON IS IN THIS WORLD AND IS ACTUALLY SOMEONE YOU CAN CONTACT"
i dunno why, but that letter made that sink in more than skyping you could, and it made me so happy to think that you existed in the same country i existed in like
i can't even explain it
The point is
I know where you live eue
I'm going to go to Pennsylvania one day and just appear on your doorstep and bang on your door until someone lets me in
and then we will go watch phantom and be really dorky together and if your stepdad tries to say anything even relatively condescending to you i will get up in his face and give him the instructions for how to shove your opinion up your ass
except i probably wouldn't do that because im lame but that sounds like a great idea
actually i probably won't even be able to go to pennsylvania because im underage anYWAY

Am i doing this right???
I'm trying to pour out my heart into this but I feel like I'm just rambling honestly
I've never done this before, and I never thought that I ever would
This was always the kind of thing that other people did, not me
I remember that I would always just go to other people's profile pages and all I would see was a bunch of things from their friends who had hacked them and written super long messages proclaiming their undying friendship and love for that person
and i would sit there on that person's profile page and read every single message that had been written for them, word for word
and I would see all the heartfelt feelings that had been put into everything and
i would just feel so immensely jealous
that they were so loved by friends they had never even met
because I knew that that was never going to happen to me
I was never going to have any friends like that who would bother to write anything for me on my profile page, i would never have anyone feel close enough to me that they would want to
because i don't keep friends easily
I don't know if it's something I do or if it just kind of happens, but when I make friends we always drift apart
it's been tried and proven, both with people on deviantart and in real life
they just go away and I never hear from them again, and if I do then they talk to me as though they never knew me
maybe they didn't
so I just tried not to get close to people as a rule, unless it was already too late, because I knew it was pointless
I'm trying to grow out of this, but it's difficult
You can tell it hasn't worked yet based on that one poll I did recently
out of all the people who answered, most people said that I was the friend that they have to get to know better
and when i saw that i felt so guilty because I know that's mainly my fault, since I don't even try
I'm still stuck in that mindset, I guess
even with the close friends I do have I just look at them and wonder if one day I will be the one that will cause us to lose touch, and it is such a horrible, unavoidable thought to me
But I never really thought that way about you
It never even occurred to me that we might ever drift apart, because that way of thinking was just so completely out of the question that I would never allow it to happen
Still, I didn't think that you would ever ask me if you could write a box of gay on my page, and then you did and all I could think at first was "excuse me?" Because no one was supposed to ever ask me that and it didn't quite register at first
but then it did and I was so overjoyed i wanted to cry
obviously I didn't tell you that because that is lame
but when you actually did write that thing on my page and I read it, I actually did cry, I wasn't just telling you that
Partly from laughing at you, but mainly because I was so grateful and thankful that you had wanted to become my friend in the first place because you, my gayby, are quite possibly one of the best I've ever had and ever will have
Some people have a ton of friends that write boxes of gay on their page, to the point where that is all you see when you visit their profiles, and that is wonderful
I just have one box of gay but that is equally wonderful
Even if I never have anyone else want to write another one for me, I will be perfectly happy because I actually have one, and it's from one of the people that I care for the most, and that is more than I could have ever hoped for
i am actually tearing up god im sorry that way sappier than what I originally planned to write

but steff, you are absolutely perfect and don't let anyone tell you differently
not even hannah montana
fuck off, hannah, you don't know shit
you are such a gorgeous human being both inside and out (even if your snapchats are hideous and your mustaches are gay LMAO I KID I KID MY SNAPCHATS ARE WORSE except your mustaches really were extremely gay what a dork you are) and don't you dare let anyone tell you differently
you are such an incredible friend like jesus christ I am so lucky that I got to know you and that our friendship is one where we can just make fun of each other over the stupidest things like typos, and I'm ALSO super glad that we became friends. And I'm not an easy person to become friends with - at least not to this extent, so that says a lot about just how special you are

this is random and off topic but
When you had that allergy thing and I found out about it like way after it happened I was so worried about you and i know this is going to sound awful but at first when I saw that Fame and Jay knew about it before i did at first I was like oh
maybe it's finally happening
that thing where we drift apart
it always happens so this isn't a surprise even though i didnt expect it to happen with steff but i guess that's how it works
and I was so mad at myself for thinking that when you could have fucking died and god I am still pissed that something like that even went through my mind
I was even more angry at myself when you told me that you didn't text me about it because you didn't want to worry me and ruin my vacation
Like, how on earth do I even deserve a friend like you?? You were being considerate because you didn't want me to worry over you
you dork
what do you think I would have done if you'd died and I hadn't even had the slightest inkling about it?
Obviously if I had been aware I would have been having a panic attack from freaking out over your health and well being and over whether or not you would live another day and it would have been the worst thing ever to experience but
i just
you can't just die without saying anything to me
Not to mention my vacation was already partially ruined because of thaT ONE PERSON so you could have worried me all you want
anyway all of that is basically what i was thinking after you told me your reason but I was also just laughing out of relief that you were fine and weren't going to die and we weren't drifting and you hadn't said anything for my sake and gdi you are the biggest fricking dork and i love you so much

you are my precious Steff bby despite the fact that you are older than me and you are that one person that I can always trust to proofread what I write in response to idiots and the one who I can ramble to about how perfect Sierra Boggess is and we are going to meet one day I swear to God
When you're a rich engineer and I'm on Broadway I'm going to invite you out to New York and we will go out and wander around and drink champagne because that stuff sounds delicious and give money to hobos and watch the Fifty Shades musical together and I will take your Phantom virginity and then we can be stupid dorky poops together by crying over Enjolras and Grantaire and Eponine and various fictional characters and wE SHOULD HAVE A TOM JONES DANCE PARTY TOO AND I WILL MAke you play legend of zelda ok??? ok
also we should just watch all the other musicals on Broadway too because hello we will be filthy stinking rich and can afford it
and i will get you tickets and backstage passes to whatever show i'm in and you can come meet all the famous broadway peeps
by that time I may even be friends with someone like Samantha Barks ayyyyy

I am still trying to work up the courage to actually call you because it isn't fair that everyone else in the world has heard your voice and you've heard my voice but I haven't heard yours
Except I really am terrible at talking on the phone
Maybe when I eventually call you I will reach your voicemail and then I can just leave a really dumb message
yes this is a wonderful idea

There is so much else that I want to say to you and about you, like how funny you are and how compassionate and warm and caring and down-to-earth and fabulous you are, and how everyone you meet needs to make an effort to get to know you because if they don't they will be missing out on so much and they won't even know

BUT I have written enough already and just typing all this out was way harder than it would have been on the computer
also I'm multi-tasking and watching American Hustle while doing this and it is very hard to take my eyes off the screen because holy crap the acting is to die for, especially with Jennifer Lawrence so

anywho
you're the best gay buttock that ever existed, and I am proud to call myself your bosom friend and personal gremlin ;u;
Smooches loudly <3333333


:icongingerflight:
Last updated 7/21/14

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I'm surrounded by assholes by Baerrito
I'm surrounded by assholes
Said all of the Eilinos kits every day of their lives

:icontgb-earthtribe::iconthe-golden-butterfly::icontgb-earthtribe:
Points to ET

I needed to draw the Eilinos kittens so
I did this yesterday instead of reading for archaeology
The sizes are waaaaayy off like Tari and Levian look huge
That's because I drew them first
Dillion looks teeny tiny since he's the runt
These six are so fun to color omg

Dill and Lev's expressions are my favorite
Though Ken's "You're all morons" expression is p legit

Poor Ashlee and Eli

From right to left
Ken belongs to ddorky
Ashlee belongs to GingerFlight
Eli belongs to NinjaEspy
Levian belongs to galaxy--princess
Tari belongs to Baerrito
Dillion belongs to NinjaCheetah    
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[TGB| Green-Light Phineus] by Baerrito
[TGB| Green-Light Phineus]

coding why are you poop
:icontgb-lighttribe::iconthe-golden-butterfly::icontgb-lighttribe:
Design by ddorky
I had to redraw him because WT is closed sobs
Pls laugh at the sideviews they were meant to be laughed at 

Basics

Name: Phineus
Reason: Phineus was the name of an ancient Greek prophet. Perhaps it was some form of irony that made the Light Spirit choose this name.

Kit name: Elijah
Reason: Cassandra named her kits after old friends of hers. Elijah was the name of her first love, though she never told her son such a thing.

Age: 18 moons
Sex: Male
Identity: Male </blockquote>


Tribe Information



Tribe: Light-Tribe
Tattoo: Green-Light
Past tattoo(s): Gray-Light
Profession: Poisoner
Skill set: Secondary 
Skills: 


SKILL 1

Toxin Knowlege

You have a basic toxic knowledge.




SKILL 2

Aching Head

You give your opponent a headache; they find it difficult to concentrate, and bright lights bother them. Takes a lot of energy.




SKILL 3

Aching Gut

Your opponent is nauseated; their stomach is upset and they feel sick. Takes a lot of energy.




SKILL 4

Inhibiting the Senses

You weaken one of your opponent's senses (sight, hearing, scent, touch) but you don't know which one. Fades over a short amount of time.

Soulbond: N/A
Mentor: None
Apprentice: None

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Appearance



Breed: Sphynx X Peterbald X Cornish Rex
Size and Stature: Phineus is naturally a small cat, and would be even if he did have fur! This hairless tomcat is extremely small in both height and stature. He measures about 11" at the shoulder, a true pipsqueak compared to some cats like Seraphiel and Kokkinos. His entire body is very thin and bony, as a result of poor nutrition as a kitten. His legs are extremely thin with no muscle on them, though they are a little long for his body. His body is very long in general, making him look like his head and tail are too small for him. His large eyes and ears probably don't help that whole assertion about his head being small, because both of them are larger than average. Oh, he's a wrinkly mess too.
Coloration: Phineus is a blue and white sphynx cat. He has a primary base color of a gray-white, which can be seen in his underbelly, muzzle, and chin. Almost all of the rest of his body is a soft blue-gray color, which dominates most of his face, back (except where he has a white-gray diamond marking on the back of his neck), and tail. He has a few patches of blue-gray on each of his front legs and one of his back legs as well. Above his nose is a darker patch of skin, which is also present on one of his toes. His inner ears and nose are a dark gray, and his eyes are a bright shade of orange.
Scars/Disabilities: Since he's a hairless cat, Phineus is more susceptible to the elements than cats with fur. He can get sunburn in the summer, and can freeze to death in the winter.  
Notable Features:
-Bat-like ears
- No fur
- Clouded, bulging eyes 
- Creepy orange eyes
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Personality

Personality type: INFP

Positive: {Perceptive| Spiritual| Simple}
Neutral: {Odd| Anxious| Subdued}
Negative: {Distracted| Dramatic| Fickle}


Perceptive
Though Phineus may be a little out there with his odd claims that he actively speaks to the Spirits, he is actually a very perceptive cat. Perhaps it was something he found important or perhaps Cassandra taught him the importance of such a thing; or maybe he was just graced with that skill. Either way it adds to his mystique. This Green-Water is able to see things for what they really are, even if it isn't super obvious. Maybe it's his keen bug-eyes that help him see more than what's on the surface! Phineus can see through cats' lies relatively easily when he's not distracted and off in his own world. He can notice others' true feelings and motives, which is quite impressive for a cat that always seems to have stars in his brain.

Spiritual
Phineus wholeheartedly believes in the Spirits with everything he has. He feels a deep, personal connection to them and strives only to strengthen it. Faith means a lot to this wrinkly Water-Triber, as he believes that faith is the basis of life. Without faith in a higher power like the Spirits what is the point of life? For Phineus there really isn't one. He puts all of his trust into the Spirits; he believes that they can control a cat's destiny. By having faith in them, he trusts them to warn him about any upcoming danger so he may spread the word to others. He sees himself as a prophet of theirs, though their words do not grace his ears like he thinks they do.

Simple
Phineus isn't exactly the most complicated of cats. There's nothing truly puzzling or eccentric about him (besides his weird belief in being a prophet). He doesn't have layers upon layers that one has to get through. With Phineus, what you see is what you get. He doesn't like big, confusing things in life and will try to be as simple as he can. He firmly believes that the Spirits want a cat to live a simple life run by faith, and that is what he intends to do. He takes pleasure in the little things in life like hearing birds call or seeing new flowers. He's a very easy cat to please, too. Really all one has to do to get on his good side is listen to him.

Odd
He claims he's a prophet of the Spirits; that's not exactly normal. Though he makes such claims and his methods may be a little unconventional, he isn't really a bad cat deep down. He's just different. Even if he had fur like a "normal" cat he would still be classified as odd with his inane ramblings and sudden declarations of prophecies. He tends to keep to himself for the most part, and from afar he can be seen muttering under his breath. That plus his wide, often glazed over eyes often make cats feel a little edgy around him. He's different from most others, which doesn't really bother him. He enjoys being different, feeling that it sets him apart from any ordinary cat.

Anxious
Though he's rather content with being an oddball, Phineus is a rather anxious young tomcat. Loud noises and sudden movements spook him almost all the time, and can render him paralyzed with fright. He worries about almost everything, even if he doesn't vocalize it all that much. Phineus is constantly worried about what the Spirits are thinking about doing in general and about his own future. He is anxious about the idea that they hold his life in their paws, as he believes so anyways. Basically he's on edge waiting for "prophecies" of disaster, which makes him a ball of nerves. Total basket case for sure.

Subdued
Phineus isn't exactly the most outgoing and loquacious of cats. He pretty much likes to keep to himself, only really actively seeking out Idris for conversation. That being said, it's still pretty rare for him to approach his sister to talk. For the most part Phineus keeps to himself. It a cat does approach him, whether it be through genuine intentions or to make fun of him, Phineus remains withdrawn. He doesn't really speak much to other cats, which means that they will have to uphold most of the conversation. The only time he really ever speaks is when he thinks the Spirits are trying to tell him something. Or if somebody asks about his mother; she was a hoot.

Distracted
Though he is a rather perceptive cat, Phineus is almost always completely distracted. His head is usually up in the clouds and he rarely ever concentrates on the task at hand. It is quite often that some cat will have to pull him back down to earth to finish whatever it was he was doing, whether it be hunting or talking to another. He has a horrible tending to space out at the worst of times, which often makes him pretty useless in most situations. He doesn't really live in the real world for the most part; usually he's off in his own fantasy land. 

Dramatic
If Phineus has a flair for anything it's drama. Though most of the time he's rather subdued and quiet, when he thinks he has a prophecy his personality can do a complete 180. He will suddenly approach other cats and tell them what he has seen or heard, and try to warn them about what they must do. He would not be above making a big, Tribe-wide announcement about one of his "visions," but afterwards go straight back to his introverted, silent self. He has no trouble getting in other cats' faces about such orders. It's borderline obnoxious really.

Fickle
Though he may not seem like it, Phineus is a very fickle cat. He rarely ever keeps his emotions about something constant, and often finds that he changes interests quickly. With prophecies, he often goes about saying that it is irrevocably true only to discard it as unimportant the next day. His emotions and opinions change very frequently, sometimes within the hour. He can quickly change his mind from liking somebody to despising them (if that's even possible for somebody like him). This is partly why he is never taken seriously. If he cannot remain constant about something why should he be believed? After a while he doesn't even believe his own premonitions.

History


{Destiny is Calling Me| I Saw God Cry in the Reflection of my Enemies| Room for One More Troubled Soul}

{Destiny is Calling Me}
Cassandra wasn't exactly a run-of-the-mill she-cat. She wasn't an exceedingly beautiful creature by any means; in fact, she was just the opposite. The two-year-old she-cat was a little different from everyone else she had ever met: she was hairless. Wide-eyed, bat-eared, and hairless, Cassandra stuck out like a sore thumb among her peers. It didn't help that her personality was rather odd, either. Cassandra was a moony she-cat, often believing that she could see the future. Whether or not she could actually see the future was never disclosed, but Cassandra certainly believed that she could. Other cats, however, saw the Black-Shadow as a raving lunatic. Many pitied her, and none of them chose to believe her whenever she spoke of her "visions."

One day, though, a new cat appeared in the area. The woods Cassandra lived in was not accustomed to strangers, so he was greeted with wariness. When Cassandra laid her bulging eyes on him, she was shocked with what she saw: he was a hairless cat too! He wasn't that hard on the eyes, either. Unlike the other cats in the area, Cassandra approached the tomcat, whose name turned out to be Plato. Plato was a charming tomcat, and he was intrigued by Cassandra. He had never met another hairless cat besides his parents and brothers, and the same could be said by her. They spent some time together, fascinated by each other and amazed at their likeness. Then, one night, things turned more... adult, so to say. Cassandra had "seen it in the stars" that she was supposed to have kits, and discovered that if she spent the night with Plato she would receive them. 

When she told Plato the next morning of her assumed pregnancy, the tomcat was horrified. He hadn't wanted kits! To make it worse, Cassandra hadn't even consulted him about his plan. Furious, Plato stormed off, telling Cassandra that whatever they could have had would never be. He felt he couldn't trust her, even if she probably was just some loon who didn't know her rear from a raven. He scoffed at how she was wrong, and how her visions were nothing more than her own madness. With that, he bade her farewell, telling her to enjoy the rest of her life in solitude.

However, Plato turned out to be the one that was wrong. A little while later, Cassandra gave birth to three beautiful, wrinkly kittens. She had two sons and one daughter, and to her they were perfect. She named her daughter Venus, after her long-dead mother. Her oldest son she named Nero after her kithood best friend. And her youngest was named for her first love: Elijah.

{I Saw God Cry in the Reflection of my Enemies}
Life was pretty normal for Elijah and his siblings, or at least as normal as having a weirdo mom can be. Having been born early spring, the kittens enjoyed the rebirth of the world around them. They saw flowers pop out of the ground and open up with magnificent colors. They watched the trees become fuller and fuller with green leaves. They heard the strong, steady babble of brooks flooded from melted snow and heard the calls of newly-returned birds. They saw other baby animals in the area, growing just as they did. It was pretty magical for the three of them.

Sadly life isn't always fun and magic. Winter eventually came, and boy did it come swift and fast. It was a colder one, colder than any cat could ever remember. Cassandra was struggling; while her kittens were snuggled up together in their den, she was out hunting in the cold. Being hairless, she didn't stand a chance against the bitter wind and freezing temperatures. She lasted a long time, all the way until mid-winter, but one day she didn't come back. Unbeknownst to Elijah and his siblings, Cassandra had grown tired during her hunt and stopped to rest. She never got back up from resting; she had frozen to death. It seemed as though the kits would suffer the same fate if they didn't starve to death, until one day when a stranger appeared outside their den.

When the tom appeared Elijah and his siblings thought that they were done for, until he spoke to them. He asked them about their mother, to which they replied that she had been gone for days. The tom seemed alarmed by this statement, and quickly left their little den. He returned a while later with a dead bird in his jaws, saying that the little hairless kittens must be famished. As they ate, the strange ginger tomcat watched them with some strange emotion in his eyes, and then finally announced that he would stay with them until their mom returned. 

The tomcat, whose name they later found out was Thor, was a very kind and loving guardian. He hunted for the kits and kept them warm for the rest of the winter. He told them many stories of his family, and of his sister Jenna, who he was actually out searching for when he found them. He also told them about the strange black and gray marks that had appeared on their bodies. He told them all he knew from his mother about the Tribes. Thor was happy to announce that he would've been in Earth-Tribe, as would have Nero. Venus would have been destined for Fire-Tribe, while Elijah would have been claimed by the Light Spirit.

Around the time of Thor's stories did Elijah's demeanor change. He suddenly claimed that he could hear voices whispering in his ears, and that starry cats spoke to him at night. He stated that the Spirits that Thor had told him about had come to him and said that he and his siblings were to go to the Tribes, for they would prosper there. Nero and Venus didn't believe him, and Thor seemed skeptical at best. Elijah didn't care, though. Soon he would go to the Tribes.

{Room for One More Troubled Soul}
When spring finally rolled around Elijah and his siblings hit one year of age. At that time, Thor decided that he would take the young cats out and show them how to survive in the wild. They barely knew how to hunt or fight, and the Gray-Earth knew that he couldn't take care of them forever. For several moons Thor trained them as his apprentices until they were able to manage on their own. Once they seemed competent enough to survive on their own, Thor bade them farewell and left to search for his sister once again. 

By this time Elijah had managed to convince Venus to come to the Tribes with him. Nero, however, deemed his brother mad and went his own way. For about a moon it was just Elijah and Venus trekking through uncharted woods to find the Tribes, which they luckily found when they turned 18 moons old. Upon reaching Nandryx, Venus had second thoughts. She saw the giant hole in the sky, the vicious snow storms, and the all around chaos as a sign of danger. Warily, she told her brother that she would wait on the sidelines to see what would happen. Once things died down, she would most likely seek out Fire-Tribe. Elijah, however, felt it was his destiny to come to the Tribes now, and proceeded without Venus, though it pained him to do so. He sought out Light-Tribe and asked Silver-Light Basil if he could join her ranks. She graciously agreed to let him join, after stressing Light-Tribe's vows of neutrality. Once accepted, his tattoo flared to life, an odd green against his skin. A soft voice echoed in his large ears, whispering his new name: Phineus.


Family



Mother is Cassandra| Black-Shadow| Loner| Deceased
Father is Plato| Gray-Fire| Loner| Status Unkown

Sister is Venus| Black-Fire| Loner| Alive
Brother is Nero| Gray-Earth| Loner| Alive</blockquote>


Trivia

Sexual Information:
Orientation: Undefined, most likely homosexual
Romanticism: Panromantic
Attractions: N/A
Past Attractions: None
Mate: N/A
Preferences:
- Mysterious
- Spiritual
- Ones the Spirits say he should be with
- Long fur
- Calicos
</blockquote>


Likes
- Venus
- The Spirits
- Being right with his prophecies
- Water
- Diplomacy
- Telling/hearing stories
- Legends
- Voles
- The color red </blockquote>


Dislikes
- Nero (somewhat)
- Non believers
- Violence
- Fire
- Being separated from Venus
- Liars
- Ignorance </blockquote>


Playlist
"Some Call it Magic" by Raven Symoné (lmao shhh)
"Bright Eyes" by Simon and Garfunkel
"Eyes of Tomorrow" by Broken Iris


Misc. Info

- He's not a real prophet he just thinks he is
- His "visions" are more along the lines of delusions, sort of a coping mechanism that connects him to his deceased mother
- I dare you to feel him after he swims it's like touching raw chicken
- His and Cassandra's names are all meant to be ironic
- Thor is Eryx's brother, and Steff likes to intertwine her cats' histories
- Often wonders what Nero is doing
- Secretly worries for Venus' well-being away from him
- Has a fear of fire
- Predicts Tribes and True Names for kittens who ask
- Sometimes he can be wicked accurate and sometimes he's so wrong it's embarrassing. It's usually the latter
- Though he didn't admit it, Nero's lack of faith really hurt him
- Predicts he will be able to find Jenna for Thor
- Believes the Spirits will tell him when his time to die is 
- Good luck any cat that falls for him he'll be impossible with love




Rp Example



[Yellow-Earth| Kokkinos| Council of Spirits]

Kokkinos listened attentively as the other Tribe authorities delivered their news, never feeling more out of place than he did at that moment. These cats, with the exception of the Water-Tribe authority, were all Silvers. He was just a mere Yellow, a fish out of water when it came to the rest of them. These cats were extremely experienced in giving announcements at Gatherings; he’d listened to them dozens of times. Spirits how he longed to be sitting in his usual spot and not up here with all eyes upon him. He didn’t even know how he could address so many cats. Talking to his Earth-Tribers was one thing; they were all like family to him. But talking to cats that he had never seen before, some who probably considered him an enemy? No, that was too daunting. He wished that Alcina could be here to at least guide him through his speech. He would have liked to talk to Eileen before the Gathering to calm his jitters, but her current condition kept her from attending. All that kept him from passing out in fear was his little apprentice, her golden eyes shining with pride as she looked up at him. At the present moment, Olly was his rock.

Before he knew it, the Silver-Shadow had turned towards him and nodded, indicating that it was his turn to give news on behalf of Earth-Tribe. Well, this was it. Taking a deep breath, the Yellow-Earth turned towards the crowd to give his announcements. ”Earth-Tribe has been fairing well, though we desperately miss our leader. We can at least have the peace of mind to know that she is still alive, and every day that I wake up with Yellow on my shoulder is a blessing to us all.”

”Despite this, Earth-Tribe has suffered several losses since the departure of our noble leader. Two of our senior guards have passed away, much to the distress of the whole Tribe. All of Earth-Tribe’s sympathies go to the members of their families, who must be hurting more than we are. Two newer guards have also passed away, one having died bravely in the raid against the Golden Butterflies. Earth-Tribe honors all of their sacrifices, and they will be sorely missed. One of our warriors has also gone missing, and it is presumed that he has left the Tribes. Whether he has gone to join the Golden Butterflies or not is beyond me, but for his sake I sincerely hope that he has decided to become a loner.”

”Our chief miner was injured in camp, but with the presence of healers in our camp he was given quick treatment. He is now residing in Light-Tribe until he makes a full recovery.” Turning towards the Silver-Light, Kokkinos dipped his head to her. ”Thank you for your gifted healers.” Straightening back up, the tom had just a few more things to say. ”Not all of our news is bad, though. One of our guards just announced that she is expecting kittens. I congratulate her family, and wish them many happy moons. In addition, two cats have come back to us: the Silver-Earth’s sister and soulbond. The two of them were only with the Golden Butterflies in an attempt to free our Silver, whom they both love dearly. They both are currently injured, but once they are better they promised to tell me all that the could about the Golden Butterflies, which will prove crucial to us in the long run.” 

Once he had finished his announcements, Kokkinos turned to the Silver-Shadow, his heart heavy. Yet he felt a certain anger burn within his chest; none of his cats had killed Mari! How dare he insinuate that an Earth-Triber had murdered Marianna in cold blood. His gaze cold, the Yellow-Earth spoke. "I give my condolences to Shadow-Tribe, and to those who knew her. I myself was lucky to be in her life ever since she was a kit, and it pains me to know that she has already joined her mother in Eden." He bowed his large head for a moment before looking back up, ready to defend his Tribemates. "However, Silver-Shadow, I do not appreciate your accusations. I can say with complete confidence that none of my cats would kill her; Earth-Tribe is not comprised of murderers. I was alerted of her body being found on our territory by one of my guards, but I know he would never harm an innocent cat. It was most likely a follower of the Golden Butterflies. They are cats that murder others. I will help Shadow-Tribe find her killer in any way I can, but I will not tolerate my cats being wrongfully blamed."

Kokkinos then nodded at the white tom before turning and dipping his head to the Silver-Light, the leader that he held the most respect for on top of the rocks.



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I touched on this in the Athens family chat but I wanna add it here because I can

So basically my English class had a discussion about an article we had to read for homework. This pertained to gender roles. At first it talked about how American culture tends to see gender as binary and permanent. Our professor asked us if we agreed or disagreed with that statement. An alarming amount of people said they agreed.

The next fifteen to twenty minutes was spent discussing this, in which people constantly stated that there is only male and female. They said that a girl can have some masculine traits (which is apparently rare) and still be a girl and vise versa with men. They said that only those gender categories exist, and people only belong to one of them exclusively.

So basically I spent my class hearing how my gender identity as well as the identities of some of my friends wasn't valid. It didn't exist to almost everyone in that class, and it just made me uncomfortable. Sitting there and wondering if I was the only non binary person there, and wondering how people would react if I voiced my opinions was unpleasant. I didn't feel like I could really speak my opinion without being stared at like I was crazy.

Sexuality also came up. One kid lovingly said that children naturally shy away from homosexual couples because they know of they're "not natural." That statement made me feel ill.

Then of course the actual topic of gender roles came up and most of them sided with the idea that they were correct. Y'know, the male is dominant and the female submissive. They asserted that that was why males made good leaders, and why females would be meek leaders at best. I'm sorry I wasn't aware this was the 1800's.

But yeah basically this is about gender identity. There needs to be more representation of different genders besides male and female so that maybe it'll be more widely accepted. The same can be said for sexuality!

Note: I have nothing against cis people nor do I think they're scum vuv
Same for heterosexuals
Sometimes I just sit back and look at how utterly ridiculous I am

Around people I'm close with I put on this big tough act where I'm like "I'll beat that person up hahhaHAHAHAA"

But then I realized I'm not really all that punk. I act tough but really I'm just here like I love birds, flowers, and colorful fish
Yeah I'm a total badass

I always laugh whenever people tell me that they were actually intimidated by me at one point or another, especially in real life. In real life I'm this really tiny lady that wears bird and lobster scarves and has a bird backpack. Dinosaur earrings are also included in this. I'm the purest form of punk

I'm so hardcore that I have a lil collection of these animal figurines that are supposed to look like food. They are amazing let me tell you I cry over how cute they are

So in summation I like to pretend I'm such a badass but really I'm a dork in a batman sweater

I amuse myself to no end
She was hunting that day, the snow ripping through her pelt as the ground turned red from the blood of her kills. It was a successful day; successful for a snow-filled, stormy day anyways. Teal eyes flashed with pride and a little something else as the she-cat examined her prey. She found herself wondering what Aurora would do when she saw her Tribemate's haul. Would she give her one of those rare yet breath-taking smiles? Would she nod? Or would she be her usual self and barely acknowledge her? It was a mystery, but perhaps that was why Eryx found herself so drawn to the odd-eyed splotched she-cat.  

That's when he came, almost out of nowhere. Head and tail low, he sullenly approached her, blue eyes dull and tired. It only took a simple flick of the tail to draw her in to hear those five words. "Sanibel and I broke up."

The first thing that went through her was shock; they had seemed so happy when she had been in Light-Tribe. But she knew all too well that looking happy really amounted to nothing when it came down to it. Happiness could easily be feigned. Once she had gotten over her initial feeling of shock, a wave of sympathy crashed through her. Her best friend had just lost his significant other, his first love. It was a pain that she hoped that his airy, playboy heart would never have to face. Yet here she was, standing in front of him as the snow battered their ruffled pelts. She quickly ushered him to a hollowed out tree to shelter in, taking her kill with her so that he could eat.

Once inside, she shoved the scrawny mouse in front of his face and shot him a quizzical look. No words needed to be said on her part; her expression conveyed the unspoken question: What happened? Tentatively, Yuki explained everything that happened, the sound of defeat strong in his tone. He didn't seem to be upset, more so he seemed to just be..... Tired. Eryx tried to ask him more, but he simply shook his head and told her not to worry.

As the tabby she-cat settled in beside him, a rush of emotions hit her, memories of things that had been long buried in the back of her mind. Her eyes found her paws for a moment, searching for the right words before they found the form of her tired friend. "Don't fall in love," she whispered, her voice choked up, "there's just too much to lose." His eyes met hers just then, and a knowing look passed between them. It was a look that transcended a simple understanding of one another; it was something so much deeper. It was what Eryx imagined soul bonds shared.

After that Yuki started to drift off to sleep, his cheek fur brushing her skinny forelegs. His soft breaths just barely stirred the short fur on her paws, tickling her just a bit. She didn't dare move an inch, though, so to not disturb him. It was amazing really, that Eryx, such an inherently selfish creature, was putting another above herself.

As the Green-Light slept, Eryx reached into the confines of her mind to find the memories she had tried to forget. A soft calico face swam behind her eyes, a smile brighter than the sun on the best day of summer. Her laugh rang through rounded ginger ears, the most beautiful noise that she had heard in her short life. The colors of her pelt, like autumn leaves on a stormy day, were still perfectly vivid in her mind. And Spirits those yellow eyes. A sharp pain spread through Eryx's chest, as though somebody had dealt her a hard blow. And yet, a flicker of something else found its way into her emotions. Love. Even after all this time a piece of her still loved Omnia. And it probably always would.

The ache of young love was still all too present in Eryx's heart, always creeping back the second she felt any fraction of affection for another cat. It had hit her after she first met Nia, and now it was coming back, probably because of Aurora. She let out a sigh, wishing the pain would subside. She knew it wouldn't, though. Life had taught her that pain didn't just disappear one day; it gradually faded with time. Omnia had been her first love, her first heartbreak, and that was the one that would hurt the most. It would heal with time, but a piece of her would probably always feel that hurt.

She remembered when love had been a whirlwind that swept her off of her paws; she had been lighter than air. Yet the rejection of her affections had sent her spiraling to the ground. Now she was just lying on the ground, too injured to get up and try again. It would take a long time to pull her back out of her shell and get her to truly love again, but one day it could happen.

In all of her musings, she came to a stark realization: she knew just how Sanibel felt.

When Yukiteru woke, she promised that she would walk him back home. Just to be sure that he was alright. Their walk was relatively quiet, with no futile attempts to make small talk. For that Eryx was grateful; she was too emotional to try and have a superficial conversation at the moment.

When they reached the Light-Tribe border, Eryx gave her friend a sympathetic smile and a rough headbutt. She waited and watched as he walked away from her, her eyes fixed on him until his white-tipped tail became lost in the flurry of snow. Then she crossed the border, utilizing her hunting skills to track down the one cat she really wanted to see at the moment.

She found her relatively easily, tucked away from Light-Tribe's camp and Yuki. Her cream head was down with her toffee ears folded back, obviously taking the break up harder than her former lover had. Taking a deep breath, Eryx padded forward and sat next to the pretty Orange-Light. She could feel Sanibel's crystalline eyes on her, yet she still took several moments to actually speak.

"It hurts, doesn't it?"
[TGB| I'm Only Telling You This Because]
Life can do terrible things

So don't fall in love
There's just too much to lose
If you're given the choice
Then I'm begging you choose
To walk away, walk away
Don't let her get you
I can't bear to see the
Same happen to you


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I don't know if I'll submit this for points
Don't even know the word count rn I typed this on my phone

Eryx's reaction to Yukibel breaking up
Also a lot of left over feelings she has for Omnia because Steff watched the Great Gatsby and thought about old loves and now she is being sappy and sentimental
Love fawking hurts man

Ok so I have feelings, a broken nose that is causing a migraine, and a 9am class
Rolls off

I only own Eryx
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:iconfamethegame::iconsaysplz: Okay so Steff is amazing I mean she's hilarious and funny and she's an amazing person to talk to omfg I love talking to her on Skype because she can make me feel so upbeat by just like saying like two words.

Like I really want to type a whole paragraph here but I can't because like there are no words perfect or great enough for you~!

It's really funny how such a great thing can come from one simple comment sometimes <3

You're perfect Steff and don't you dare let anyone else tell you otherwise because they're goddamned liars.
You're my bby
Ily so much Steff <33333333333333333333333333333

Anyway I have (mostly) everything coded here for you Steff I hope you like it~!
feel free to rearrange things and if you need me to change anything well just Skype me because I'm on there like all day every day you know lD

FameTheGame:iconwasplz::iconhereplz:

5/15/14
Okay guys let's see how long it takes Steff to notice this is being updated lD Alright because I seem to find myself falling more and more in love with you (in that friendship sort of way, no your not my friend you're more my best friend and like family now) I figured it would only ne natural for me to update this eue

What is there to say really? You're amazing omfg and you're perfect and I swear one little sentence from you and your writing can bring me to tears, I'm still trying not to cry at what you recently linked me. iT'S THAT PERFECT OKAY????
There are times when we may come to different conclusions but like at least we're getting our opinion out there right? I mean of course we're not going to be exactly the same but we're close enough. I love talking to you though because you're perfect to talk to but you know you have to start talking during the Breakship Club Skype calls because like last time it was only me and Rath and I really wanted to hear you're beautiful voice. You're that one person I really want to get a better idea of what you sound like and like me and Rath said. We're going to randomly Skype call people we want to find out what they sound like and we're going to freak them out ouo

Anyway you're perfect Steff and I love you because you're so sweet and I want to fly you down here so I can tackle you and cuddle you. Then I can make a height comparison lD

Though seriously Steff you say I have talent but you're the talented one here. Remember those subway songs? They could have gone platinum. Okay I need to go now because my mom's telling me to go to sleep but I'll be back because I'm not done yet. Love ya!

FameTheGame:iconwasplz::iconhereplz:




because SOMEONE USED ALL THEIR CUSTOM BOXES, I HAD TO ASK FAME IF I COULD PUT THIS HERE.
YOU HAD A LIMIT OF CUSTOM BOXES? HOW DO YOU EVEN?
I NEVER EVEN KNEW THAT WAS POSSIBLE.
ONLY YOU WOULD MANAGE THAT. IT WILL TAKE YOU LONGER TO NOTICE ANYHOW.

I am bad at talking about people because I get 100 ideas of what to say and then I loose all thought.
its bad
watch as this starts and ends as a train wreck.
UHHH
IM SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT WHAT TO WRITE
YOU THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE ORGANISED?
NO
FIRST OF ALL YOU'RE PERFECT
I AM BAD AT THINKING
WE NEED TO TALK MORE
AND ALL MY THOUGHTS ARE LOST
IM JUST LIKE
UHHH 'SH E HAS PRETTY ART'
'AWESOME CHARACTERS'
'AWESOME LITERATURE'
'AWESOME PERSONALITY'
then I realized I use the word awesome too much
and rethought everything
because I could write so much
but also I don't have the words to EXPRESS THEM ALL
BUT I
AM LOST
I HAVE NO OTHER WORD FOR YOU THAN PERFECTION
ALRIGHT
I AM A GOD, MY WORD IS LAW
EVERYONE NEEDS TO KNOW
this is no t even much talking
as it is yelling about how perfect you are and how bad I am talking
I think this just proves my point
too bad
I'm not gonna say anything else
because
this is what you're stuck with
-Rath eue

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6/20/14

So I stalk your page because this page is mine and plus I really like wanted to update this because there are so many things to talk about and you updated mine so I only found it fair that I update this right now.

So we've been a little brokenhearted lately and you made me cry last night Steff I swear to god never update Kokkinos's heartchart again, please! Though we've come up with some pretty nice headcannons and are having fun with those and that rp we have going is making me happy because bro who doesn't like human rps they're great and awkward when it comes to that one awkward meeting lD Anyway my heart still hurts I think it finally died like, tgb destroyed my feels and not even a year as gone by since I joined damn that was fast. Anyway like I'm going to start like texting you like crazy because Skype is stupid and I hate it and my phone hates it too. Like you got all those messages today I think that's the most I've ever texted like you got to believe I'm not a person who likes to text people omfg wow Steff you bring out the texter in me holy shit *bows*

Anyway I'm really glad to call you not only a friend but one of the closest friends I have and it's amazing and I love you like you're one of the closest friends I've had in a while and it's great to know someone like you and to have in you in my life. Wait what am I saying it isn't great, it's better than that but there aren't words for it right now. I'm just more than thankful that you're in my life.

But you hurt me why Steff like that's not what friends do and you force me to retaliate. I don't think I'll retaliate with Eileen anymore though because the more I write for her I think the deeper she goes into depression lD Maybe I'll retaliate with like Mothpaw by drawing her sad and shiz because who wants a sad Mothpaw that's unnatural. Or or I'll start to retaliate with happiness *nods*

Omfg I never told you so like the night after you called me the incarnation of Satan (cause I am lesbianest) um I got onto dA and I opened my messages and I had 6 watch messages, 6 comments, and 6 notes like I have a screenshot it was great but I need to look for it and I'll show it to you. It was a sign I stg

To add to it you're one of the most talented people I know and don't you dare call my writing good senpai no I will not accept the compliment I won't. Like your writing touches the deepest parts of my soul and I've never seen a writer do that to me before like I've seen some pretty talented writers but yours just really gets me. Plus your art just brings me joy because because I love it so much especially the Eryx and Kakia one you uploaded.

Anyway let's wrap this up with saying you are one of my greatest friends and no matter how much you shatter my heart I will always retaliate out of love OuO No matter what tho you can always come and talk to me no matter what the subject and I'll try to be there for you because you've been there for me so many times throughout my life and I'm grateful for that. Thank you so much for everything Steff <3333

AND :iconpissplz: MY PAGE

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7/15/14

So like I decided to hack your account and do this now that you have a new username. I was so sad when you changed it because I barely learned how to spell your other without like needing to open a separate tab and look at it and I was so proud of myself. Then you changed it like just... just why would you do this to me? -plays 'Why Did This Happen To Me' in the background-

Anyway what is there to say, lately I've been realizing just how much you mean to me. Not because I'm naive and thought something really bad could have happened to you with that allergy thing. I started realizing it a while back and when you stopped texting me right after you said your mom was taking you to the ER it really just hit me. I find it a little funny since I'm so reserved and cynical most of the time that in these 8 months that we've been talking (we met back in November omg) I've let you in this little shell of mine that is such a tough nut to crack. And I'm happy I did, because you're such a great person and you hold such and important spot with me.

From like the moment I get up to my phone vibrating and then fall asleep after looking at your text cuz I'm a lazy shit. Though seriously just getting a text from you makes my day. I never thought that doing a request for someone was how I would meet one of my best friends. One of the people that I feel most comfortable around. One of the people that I could just say anything to without feeling like I'm being stupid. Someone I can be myself around. I just want to say thank you for being that person. I'm so happy that I met you and that your one of the people I text on a daily. Just the fact that I can call you one of my best friends is amazing to me.

I know sometimes I can be a little overbearing (I told you I was clingy didn't I? lD) and I know sometimes it can a little annoying but that's just a way of showing how much I genuinely care for you. If something bad every happened to you I feel like I would loss my shit because even though I'm all the way over here in NM I would feel like there was something I could have done in a way. It's kinda a stupid philosophy of mine but for some reason it just stuck there in a way for God knows what reason.

Anyway, just know that your my Steff bby and that will probably never change. You're stuck with me LMFAO. Also don't let anyone tell you that you won't amount to anything because you always will in my book. In my book right now you're one of the greatest people I've ever met and you've helped me grow a little honestly. You're gonna do great things in this life. Never doubt that.

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I FOUND THIS PICTURE AND I THOUGHT OF YOU AND ME BECAUSE YOU DON'T BELIEVE IT WHEN I CALL YOU PERFECT AND YOU ARE SO HERE'S THIS PICTURE TO FOREVER REMIND YOU OF THAT OuO

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rrath Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN GOAT BUDDY
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NinjaEspy Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEFF!!
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Aceofstars16 Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday Steffy!!!!! I hope you had a great day!!!! :iconspazhugplz:
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animefreak120 Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015  Student General Artist
Happy birthday. ^3^
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petit--loup Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015  Student Writer
S C R E E C H E S 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAE

STILL MINE
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Miiroir Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
screams thank you for the watchhh
i also feel like i interrupted a comment battle??? //points to comments belowww
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Baerrito Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!!!

Haha that's been going on for weeks
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Miiroir Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
haha xDD
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petit--loup Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2015  Student Writer
god what a woman
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Baerrito Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Stop it Bae I'm blushing
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