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Let's Hear it for Rock Bottom- The Offspring

Steff| 18| Female| Capricorn| ISTP| Pennsylvania

Hi diddly ho neighboreenos! My name's Steff and I'm just a dorky 18 year-old college kid who draws cats in their spare time. I currently go to Penn State University for biomedical engineering; obviously I like to torture myself. I'm a pretty shy person, but don't let that hold you back! Feel free to message me any time saying hi, or asking me any questions. I may not be the absolute greatest at responding to messages on here, but if its dire feel free to contact me on Skype! My Skype name is Steffanosaurus, so if you ever need me you can usually grab me there.

Your Baerrito

Drawn by rrath


Okay time 2 b serious now.

Yes so -holds up steff- -smooshes her face over box-

You guys see this lovely gal right here? She's my baerrito. And she is so fucking amazing I can't even.

Like we've known each other for what, a year now Steff? But we only started talking a few months ago and god I'm so glad I messaged you on Skype asking if you were okay because we've talked ever since and speaking of which I don't think we've gone a day without talking since then and I really hate talking so that's actually an accomplishment.

You're such a fucking dork I literally can't with you but you make me smile and laugh and I can't help but roll my eyes and laugh because, goddamnit Bae. And as much as I wanna be annoyed I can't because you're too fuckin' cute like smooshes your cheek.

Guys Steff is fuckin' beautiful okay like just unf 10/10 A++++++ would tap but i gotta stretch first.

I want to write more but my head hurts like a bitch so just, rubs butt on page.

Thank you for listening to me whenever I needed to talk and making me laugh and dealing with my stupid ass all day okay. I'll let u be afro queen, maybe. I dunno. You can be red-haired Afro Princess k?

Votre Petit-Loup

Drawn by FameTheGame

Alright, it's been a while since I last wrote and just ok I have a lot of fucking emotions right now so I'll probably get sappy sorry not sorry.

I honestly .... Goddamnit Steff you're fucking amazing and I can't even describe how much your friendship means I'm just fucking sitting here grinning like an idiot because you're such a fucking dork and I love it and I love you and I love your stupid dorkface.

I don't say this lightly but I really do love you like ... honestly you're ... god I don't know how to explain it because yeah I've known you for a year but our friendship just bloomed into what it is now and it's great and our conversations make me smile and laugh and I can honestly say that you're one of like, two people who can make me laugh every time we talk and I don't have enough words to express my gratitude for you because of that. I don't laugh often but with you I seem to do it in abundance and I'm getting sappy but I don't give a shit I love you and I love your stupid jokes and I love when you make fun of me and I love your face have I said that? I probably did but whatever just PICKS YOU UP AND VIRTUALLY SQUEEZES.

You scared the fuck out of me the other day with the allergy stuff like I couldn't sit down because I was worrying and it hit me that I don't know what I would do if you weren't there (not saying you would've died but just, if I couldn't talk to you for a few days). Somehow you've become part of my daily program. I either wake up to a crazy text from you or I send you one and that's my morning - it starts with you and it usually ends with you EVEN THOUGH YOU FALL ASLEEP ON ME A LOT STEFF WTF BRO.

Okay I think I'm done but just know that I love and care about you and shit okay? I know I'm all the way in Texas but I'm here if you ever need me because that's what baerrito's are for and I'll make my booty clap 4 u bby and then I'll stretch and we can do the sex k? k.

You're a dork and I love you.

Last edited on July 13, 2014

Time After Time- Quietdrive




:icontgb-earthtribe:Yellow-Earth Kokkinos:icontgb-earthtribe:

Rp status: :bulletred: Closed

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Ya know what? I am going to write this now, even though writing on this ipad is excruciating because capitalizing things sucks and it's sO SLOW
I hope you're grateful that I love you enough to go through this because i stg

ANYWAY this is going to stay at the bottom of your page ok (edit: why can i not move the custom box to the bottom on the ipad this is stupid
we can't let my dumbness intervene with Jay and Fame's beautiful writing (i will refrain from calling her Time for now because then i will have to make a pun and she will probably throttle me, and it would be worth it but that's not really my goal here)

all right here we go
prepare yourself for a heap of gay, Steff

let us start by going back in time almosT FIVE YEARS AGO NOW HOLY SHIT
except actually it's still only like four years
I don't remember what exact day we met - all I know is that it was before I started high school and during my eighth grade year, so it was definitely before summer, but I haven't been able to narrow it down and it's killing me ugh
but little did I know that that day would forever change the course of my life
Was that corny enough??
So yeah, we met sometime back when dinosaurs were still roaming the earth, and that was back when your name was Sugartail (which was such a gr8 username because it made nearly as much sense as Gingerflight does lmfao) and I remember that you were one of my watchers and I was only vaguely aware that you existed because I was such a nooby turd, and then I made that Searunners rp and you joined (and I also remember that before you told me to call you Steffan I wanted to give you a nickname but I had been torn because if I called you Sugar I would also be obligated to call you Honey, Honey; you know, because of that one song - never mind) , and I swear I have no idea what we did during the short time that Searunners existed, but suddenly we were friends???? Honestly, all I remember about that time was Destinypaw making fun of Hannibal for being an ugly fucker, and I'm assuming that's not what began the friendship so

But I still really do not understand why you wanted to become friends with me omg I was such a loser back then
I overused dumb emoticons and was just a huge noob in general, and yet
you wanted to be my friend????
that still baffles me because i honestly want to kill my former self for being an idiot but that would probably kill the current me too if I did that so maybe I won't
The thing is, even though i don't understand why on earth you would want to be the friend of some dumb fricker like me, I am so very, very glad you did
oh god it's going to probably get sappy now
you better not laugh at what I'm going to write, you asshat

I don't think I realized until recently how important you'd become to me, nor how prominent of a figure you'd become in my life. We've known each other for such a long time and fallen into this routine where we just constantly sass each other and give each other dumb best nicknames that I guess it just didn't really hit me right away that WAIT A SECOND STEFF THERE'S A PHANTOM OF THE OPERA COMMERCIAL PLAYING ON TV PAUSE THE SAP
oh my god it was so short but im cry
why do i have to live in the land of hillbillies
why can't i live here where they show commercials for broadway shows on an everyday basis

i am in control of myself again
im sorry
shit i completely forgot what i was going to say

so yeah, do you know how much time we've spent just discussing the most random stuff with each other? I remember I used to look back through our old skype conversations ( actually i think it was skype that brought us close omfg) and just laugh to myself at how ridiculous they were. You never failed to make me laugh, and that hasn't changed even after all the years we've known each other
man, we were just kids back then
i mean, i'm still a kid
ur an elderly woman now
But like, when we first started talking we were both young and vibrant and full of innocence - at least i was, you were probably already thinking of dirty jokes back then - and now i'm going into my senior year and you're going to be in COLLEGE
i am going to text you during school and bug you during all your college classes eheuheuheuheu
before you know it we will be 80 years old and we will still be skyping each other with our old lady fingers omfg

but back to my point
You, Steff, are one of the best things that has ever happened to me, probably even one of the best things that has ever happened to this world aND DONT YOU DARE LET THAT GO TO YOUR SWELLED HEAD
because I really have no idea what I would do without you now
that is like the corniest of all corny things but it's really true
There was this period of time where we didn't get to talk too much because of our hectic schedules, and during that time I was so busy that I didn't really notice. But then when we started skyping each other again after all that, I realized just how much I had seriously missed talking to you. I don't know if I've ever told you this, but you are probably the friend that I've shared the most with over the years. Through all the sassy crap that we spout at each other, I've bared more of my soul to you than what my real life friends have probably ever seen. I dunno, maybe it's because talking over the internet and talking in real life are such different things, but you are, like, my go to personn for everything. You are always so willing to liisten to me rant about my problems, especially my problems with certain people, and when I'm upset i dont actually ssay anything about it, but I stg you always seem to know what I'm feeling because you just say things that make my day SO MUCH BETTER and its like wow how did you even know just what to say
whenever i get an alert that i've gotten a skype message from you (when skype actually boTHERS TO ALERT ME THAT PIECE OF ) I just grin so hugely
yesterday when we were talking about you being Queen Booby I was just sitting there with this goofy smile on my face I guess and my mom was like "vanessa what are you grinning at"
and i was just like "steff" and she was like "oh ok" like even she knows that you're one of my best friends now omfg
in the beginning she used to be ultra suspicious of you because I'm pretty sure I used to pronounce your name as Steff-ahn instead of Steff-en and so she thought you were some guy that was trying to seduce me and i was like "mom if you could see some of the things she called me you would see she isn't trying to seduce me"
and then she thought you were bullying me and i was like MOM NO
i swear
She relaxed after you mailed me that letter that one time you commissioned me
they're both sitting in my high school musical bucket that i put my treasures in
please do not ask why i have a high school musical bucket
That was such a great letter I love it so much <3

I remember when I got your letter that time I was so excited because until that moment I had only ever talked to any of my internet friends on, well, the internet obviously, and finally I had something that basically yelled "THIS PERSON IS IN THIS WORLD AND IS ACTUALLY SOMEONE YOU CAN CONTACT"
i dunno why, but that letter made that sink in more than skyping you could, and it made me so happy to think that you existed in the same country i existed in like
i can't even explain it
The point is
I know where you live eue
I'm going to go to Pennsylvania one day and just appear on your doorstep and bang on your door until someone lets me in
and then we will go watch phantom and be really dorky together and if your stepdad tries to say anything even relatively condescending to you i will get up in his face and give him the instructions for how to shove your opinion up your ass
except i probably wouldn't do that because im lame but that sounds like a great idea
actually i probably won't even be able to go to pennsylvania because im underage anYWAY

Am i doing this right???
I'm trying to pour out my heart into this but I feel like I'm just rambling honestly
I've never done this before, and I never thought that I ever would
This was always the kind of thing that other people did, not me
I remember that I would always just go to other people's profile pages and all I would see was a bunch of things from their friends who had hacked them and written super long messages proclaiming their undying friendship and love for that person
and i would sit there on that person's profile page and read every single message that had been written for them, word for word
and I would see all the heartfelt feelings that had been put into everything and
i would just feel so immensely jealous
that they were so loved by friends they had never even met
because I knew that that was never going to happen to me
I was never going to have any friends like that who would bother to write anything for me on my profile page, i would never have anyone feel close enough to me that they would want to
because i don't keep friends easily
I don't know if it's something I do or if it just kind of happens, but when I make friends we always drift apart
it's been tried and proven, both with people on deviantart and in real life
they just go away and I never hear from them again, and if I do then they talk to me as though they never knew me
maybe they didn't
so I just tried not to get close to people as a rule, unless it was already too late, because I knew it was pointless
I'm trying to grow out of this, but it's difficult
You can tell it hasn't worked yet based on that one poll I did recently
out of all the people who answered, most people said that I was the friend that they have to get to know better
and when i saw that i felt so guilty because I know that's mainly my fault, since I don't even try
I'm still stuck in that mindset, I guess
even with the close friends I do have I just look at them and wonder if one day I will be the one that will cause us to lose touch, and it is such a horrible, unavoidable thought to me
But I never really thought that way about you
It never even occurred to me that we might ever drift apart, because that way of thinking was just so completely out of the question that I would never allow it to happen
Still, I didn't think that you would ever ask me if you could write a box of gay on my page, and then you did and all I could think at first was "excuse me?" Because no one was supposed to ever ask me that and it didn't quite register at first
but then it did and I was so overjoyed i wanted to cry
obviously I didn't tell you that because that is lame
but when you actually did write that thing on my page and I read it, I actually did cry, I wasn't just telling you that
Partly from laughing at you, but mainly because I was so grateful and thankful that you had wanted to become my friend in the first place because you, my gayby, are quite possibly one of the best I've ever had and ever will have
Some people have a ton of friends that write boxes of gay on their page, to the point where that is all you see when you visit their profiles, and that is wonderful
I just have one box of gay but that is equally wonderful
Even if I never have anyone else want to write another one for me, I will be perfectly happy because I actually have one, and it's from one of the people that I care for the most, and that is more than I could have ever hoped for
i am actually tearing up god im sorry that way sappier than what I originally planned to write

but steff, you are absolutely perfect and don't let anyone tell you differently
not even hannah montana
fuck off, hannah, you don't know shit
you are such a gorgeous human being both inside and out (even if your snapchats are hideous and your mustaches are gay LMAO I KID I KID MY SNAPCHATS ARE WORSE except your mustaches really were extremely gay what a dork you are) and don't you dare let anyone tell you differently
you are such an incredible friend like jesus christ I am so lucky that I got to know you and that our friendship is one where we can just make fun of each other over the stupidest things like typos, and I'm ALSO super glad that we became friends. And I'm not an easy person to become friends with - at least not to this extent, so that says a lot about just how special you are

this is random and off topic but
When you had that allergy thing and I found out about it like way after it happened I was so worried about you and i know this is going to sound awful but at first when I saw that Fame and Jay knew about it before i did at first I was like oh
maybe it's finally happening
that thing where we drift apart
it always happens so this isn't a surprise even though i didnt expect it to happen with steff but i guess that's how it works
and I was so mad at myself for thinking that when you could have fucking died and god I am still pissed that something like that even went through my mind
I was even more angry at myself when you told me that you didn't text me about it because you didn't want to worry me and ruin my vacation
Like, how on earth do I even deserve a friend like you?? You were being considerate because you didn't want me to worry over you
you dork
what do you think I would have done if you'd died and I hadn't even had the slightest inkling about it?
Obviously if I had been aware I would have been having a panic attack from freaking out over your health and well being and over whether or not you would live another day and it would have been the worst thing ever to experience but
i just
you can't just die without saying anything to me
Not to mention my vacation was already partially ruined because of thaT ONE PERSON so you could have worried me all you want
anyway all of that is basically what i was thinking after you told me your reason but I was also just laughing out of relief that you were fine and weren't going to die and we weren't drifting and you hadn't said anything for my sake and gdi you are the biggest fricking dork and i love you so much

you are my precious Steff bby despite the fact that you are older than me and you are that one person that I can always trust to proofread what I write in response to idiots and the one who I can ramble to about how perfect Sierra Boggess is and we are going to meet one day I swear to God
When you're a rich engineer and I'm on Broadway I'm going to invite you out to New York and we will go out and wander around and drink champagne because that stuff sounds delicious and give money to hobos and watch the Fifty Shades musical together and I will take your Phantom virginity and then we can be stupid dorky poops together by crying over Enjolras and Grantaire and Eponine and various fictional characters and wE SHOULD HAVE A TOM JONES DANCE PARTY TOO AND I WILL MAke you play legend of zelda ok??? ok
also we should just watch all the other musicals on Broadway too because hello we will be filthy stinking rich and can afford it
and i will get you tickets and backstage passes to whatever show i'm in and you can come meet all the famous broadway peeps
by that time I may even be friends with someone like Samantha Barks ayyyyy

I am still trying to work up the courage to actually call you because it isn't fair that everyone else in the world has heard your voice and you've heard my voice but I haven't heard yours
Except I really am terrible at talking on the phone
Maybe when I eventually call you I will reach your voicemail and then I can just leave a really dumb message
yes this is a wonderful idea

There is so much else that I want to say to you and about you, like how funny you are and how compassionate and warm and caring and down-to-earth and fabulous you are, and how everyone you meet needs to make an effort to get to know you because if they don't they will be missing out on so much and they won't even know

BUT I have written enough already and just typing all this out was way harder than it would have been on the computer
also I'm multi-tasking and watching American Hustle while doing this and it is very hard to take my eyes off the screen because holy crap the acting is to die for, especially with Jennifer Lawrence so

you're the best gay buttock that ever existed, and I am proud to call myself your bosom friend and personal gremlin ;u;
Smooches loudly <3333333

Last updated 7/21/14


1. What sexuality are you?
Used to think I was straight
I'm either bi or pansexual

2. Are you in a relationship?

3. If yes, who is your partner?
His name is Nate and he's a loser
But he kinda looks like Clark Kent so ayyyy

4. If no, would you want to be in one?

5. What would you do if a person of the same gender wants to date you?
If I was single maybe??? Depends on how I feel about them

6. Do you believe in horoscopes?

7. What zodiac sign are you?

8. Are you in love?
Like I love him but I'm not IN love with him ya understand me

9. How many relationships did you have?

10. Which one did you like the most?
I rly like this one tbh

11. What are you looking for in your partner?
Affectionate (I love to cuddle shhh)
Easy to talk to

12. What should your partner know about you?
Intimacy kinda scares me and I suck at talking about my feelings and I get really self conscious and I think I'm a piece of shit seowoejene

13. For the physics; what would/do you like in your partner?
Dark hair, pretty eyes, nice arms
I'm not hugely picky with looks
Wait I rly like glasses

14. Do you have any fetishes?
I have many kinks
Accents is my big one

15. Would you like to be dominate or your partner?
I'm v submissive!!

16. Who did you have a relationship with in the past?
Troy, Nathan, Tyler, Jake, and now Nate

17. Do you still have contact to them?

18. If yes, how does your partner feel, if you have one?
I don't but I feel like he would be cool with it if I did

19. Are you flirting a lot?
I actually am pretty flirty???

20. Which of your past and current partners is the most similar to you?
Ummmmm Nathan and Nate lmao

21. Do others know that you have or had a relationship?

22. Have you had your first kiss yet?

23. Are you a virgin?

24. What do you like the most about your partner, if you have one?
he calls me perfect and is great at cuddling and he gives me forehead kisses and those are my weakness

25. Do other people know about your sexuality?
Jay and Fame do lmao
And all of my internet people

26. How was your first relationship?
We don't talk about that

27. Your first love?

28. Which gender were your past relationships?
All male
Just recently realized I liked girls too

29. Do your parents/family members know about your love life?
Lmao no they don't know about him

30. Did someone reject you before?

31. Are you happy about your love life?

32. Did you reject anyone?

33. Do girls or boys like you more?
Da men F)

34. Does your love like you back, if you are in love?
Not in love with him

35. What was your cheesiest relationship?

36. Do you often show off with your relationships?
Nah we aren't relationship-y in public

37. Do you remember all of your relationship's anniversaries?
There wasn't a real definitive beginning of this thing??? Technically there could be like three beginnings lmaooooo
Take a moment to address something

So I peruse a lot of groups and whatever because I like seeing different characters and the way they function. But there's something I've come across that really, really bugs me. I've only seen the brunt of it in TGB, but it's still an issue.


I've been seeing abusive relationships. I am 100% aware they exist, but in a sense it seems like people sometimes glorify them?? That or they don't really filter what they say. Abuse is not something you ever joke about nor is it just some quirky relationship for your character. Abuse is real, and it's fucking horrifying. So when people don't treat it the way it should, it really makes me uncomfortable. As somebody who was abused as a child, mentions of things like this can be triggering for me and send me into panic attacks.

I know things like this are real. And I know that abuse actually needs more awareness. But for the love of all that is holy don't make your character abusive towards a loved one so they'll be quirky. And do not just brush off their behavior like "oh hahahha that's just Kokkinos!" That makes it seems like it's okay to abuse somebody, which it never is. Sorry for the rant, just seeing that kind of stuff really makes me uncomfortable.

**kokkinos is in no way abusive. I just put in his name for the example oops

Please note this goes for both physical /and/ verbal abuse.
My dearest one, my darling dear by Baerrito
My dearest one, my darling dear
I'll swim and sail on savage seas
With ne'er a fear of drowning
And gladly ride the waves of life
If you will marry me

No scorching sun
Nor freezing cold
Will stop me on my journey
If you will promise me your heart
And love me for eternity

My dearest one, my darling dear
Your mighty words astound me
But I've no need for mighty deeds
When I feel your arms around me

But I would bring you rings of gold
I'd even sing you poetry
And I would keep you from all harm
If you would stay beside me

I have no use for rings of gold
I care not for your poetry
I only want your hand to hold
I only want you near me

To love, to kiss
To sweetly hold
For the dancing and the dreaming
Through life's sorrows and delights
I'll keep your laugh inside me

I'll swim and sail on savage seas
With ne'er a fear of drowning
And gladly ride the waves of life
If you will marry me

Points to ET!

This song makes me feel many things
I would highly recommend the version by The Hound and the Fox
It's more like a wedding-version of it and it is sO CUTE I CANNOT

I needed to draw more happy bc I've actually been really happy the past few days sO
And Eilinos is my go to thing
My OTP forever and ever

Fame and I have so many plans for them vuv
I keep seeing lavish anime hair on rp group characters and it drives me up the wall.

I get simple things like a ponytail (or mohawk-braid if you're cool like me) but like
Big bangs that go past the face

I get little manes and everything, since Eryx has one, but things like that bother me

Please ignore me I'm horny and need alcohol
How old will you be in 3 birthdays?

Do you think you’ll be married by then?
Nah son

What do you look forward to most in the next 2 months?
Halloween mainly

What happened at 11:00 a.m. today?
I was sleeping and cuddling

How many states have you visited?
Pennsylvania, Ohio, Wisconsin, West Virginia, Virginia, North Carolina, South Carolina, Florida, New York
Just 9 I guess

If you would be anywhere right now, where would it be?
Texas or Europe

Are you a social person?
Lmao good one

Whats so good about Fridays?

Any plans for this week?
Cry about school being stressful

Do you keep a piggy bank?

Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?

What are you thinking of doing right now?
Watching breaking bad and washing my face

How are you?
The left side of my upper jaw hurts

Do you like the dentist?
Yeah I actually do!

What are you doing later?

What were you doing this morning at 7am?
Cuddling and being a dork

Do you like road trips?

When is the next time you’re going on vacation?
I might go for Christmas??

Last concert you went to?
Does a concert that was on campus count

What will you be doing this time tomorrow?
Probably watching breaking bad


How many drugs are in your system?

Who was the last person to text you?

Do you have to sleep with a television on?

Do you own a digital camera?

What do you want right this second?
for my jaw to stop hurting

If you were offered to smoke some weed right now would you accept?
not at the moment

Do you have a crush on the last person that had their arms around you?
Yah since I'm dating him

Do you think it makes him weak if a guy cries?

Do you like it when people call you babe?
Ew no

Do you own any jeans from American Eagle?

Do you know how it feels to be cheated on?

What movie do you want to see?
Annabelle and Ouija

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
No my natural hair is blonde

Do you live by yourself?
no I have a roommate

How are you wearing your hair right now?

Have you ever been to Florida?
When I was little

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

Can you recite the alphabet backward?

Would you rather have orange juice or milk with your breakfast?
Orange juice

What will you be doing tomorrow?
Going to class

If you have siblings, which one of you is going to be married first?
Don't have any siblings

How late did you stay up last night?
Almost 4? And then I woke up at 6

What is your current relationship status?

Do you have an attitude?
I'm sassy

Have you ever dyed your hair?

What color is your shirt?

Do you want any of your exes back?

Have you ever been completely alone with a boy in his room?
yeah that was last night

Have you ever fallen asleep in school or at work?

Has anyone ever given you roses?
I don't think so

When is the last time you took a nap?
Technically today since I fell asleep for two hours

Would you rather give up the computer or the TV?

Do you think you’ll have a Valentine this year?
Eh idc

Does walking by yourself make you nervous?

I bet you kissed someone today, right?
Hell yeah man

Are you the youngest, middle, or oldest sibling?
Only child


Do you hate it when people touch your hair?

Who’s shoulders did you last sit in?

Who is the last person who picked you up?
Dane I guess

Do you get your eyebrows waxed, or do you pluck them?

Could you spend all day at a library?

Are you a fast texter?
Lmao no

Do you hate when people lie to you?

Do you worry a lot?

Would you like to read minds?

Do you smoke weed?

Are you an open person?
Not at all

Is it a good idea to run away from your problems?
No yet I do it anyways

Are you close with your family?

Do you hold things back?


Can you be 100 percent honest?

What are your plans for the weekend?
Go drink with an old high school friend and cuddle

What do you currently hear right now?
Breaking bad

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friends?

Who was the last female you talked to?

Is the last person of the opposite sex you texted single?
No I'm dating him cackles

Is there someone who has made a difference in your life?

Do you know anyone who lives in the state of Califoria?
I don't think so

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Jay or my mom

Think a lot before you fall asleep?

Honestly, who is the last person to tell you that they love you?

How old will you be on your next birthday? What are you doing for it?
Probably drinking

Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing?

Where are you right now?
my room

Would you ever try being a vegetarian?
I was vegan for a while

Who was the last person you took a picture with?

Is your hair up?

Are you a forgiving person?
A little to forgiving

Are you stubborn?

Do you have a younger sister?

What’s your eye color?
Pale blue/gray

Do you have any tattoos at the moment?
Nah. Getting one soon

What about piercings?

Do you want to fix anything with anyone?

Tell me about the shirt you’re wearing?
Paige got it for me four years ago

Who did you last say I love you to?

Where did you get the pants your wearing?
Blood drive ayyyy

Did you do anything productive today?
Lmao no

When is the next time you will kiss someone?
Next time I see hot dude

What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
If things keep up with hot dude

Are you wearing something you borrowed from somebody?


What was your most recent mistake?
Can I be gross and saying not bringing an extra tampon

If you could live in any country, where would it be?
France or Italy

How often do you attend church?
I don't

Can you rap at all?

What do you want to change about yourself?
This big zit I have can leave

Are you unsatisfied with something right now?
I guess

Do you believe in the paranormal?


Do you have siblings?

How many doors are in the room you’re in?

Have you ever found pictures on your camera you don’t remember taking?

What are your thoughts on facial hair on guys?
I usually hate it but low and behold I'm dating a guy with a beard. They're actually nice

What was the last movie you watched?
Red Dragon

Can you remember the last thing you bought?
Orange juice

Do you pronounce ‘either’ like ‘eye-thur’ or ‘eeh-thur”?

Is sex on you mind more than 3 times a day?
Currently yes

What plans do you have for tomorrow?
Class and cry

Do you and your last ex hate each other?
Uh I kinda hate him???

Did you sing at all today?

Are your lips chapped at the moment?

What time did you wake up?

Do you like it up against the wall?
Never tried. Sounds rough so I would probably like it

Do you prefer girlfriend/boyfriend or friends with benefits?

Are you smiling?

When did you last eat pizza?

Have you ever been camping?


If you were to leave the house right now, would you change your outfit all?
I would put on a bra at least

When was the last time something bothered you?
Now bc this zit

What exactly did you drink the last time you were intoxicated?
Whiskey and tequila

Do you actually love your parents?

Would you rather go to a Katy Perry or Taylor Swift concert?
Katy Perry

Have you ever thrown up from working out?

Ever made out in the bathroom?

Would you take any of your exes back?

Can you spell well?

Ever been to a bonfire party?
I think

Have you ever been cheated on?

Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

Would you live with someone without marrying them?
I do now

What’s irritating you right now?
This zit

Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
Cackles maybe idc

Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

Do you know your fathers birthday?
July 27

Is cheating ever okay?

Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
Last night

What makes you happy?

Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?


What is your name?

How old are you?

Do you have a fence around the house?

Can you play any instruments?

Have you ever had braces?

Are you a fast runner?
Fast sprinter

Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?

Do you like anime?

Do you like to clean?

What time is it right now?
1:15 am

Are you currently renting out your own apartment?

Are you legally able to buy cigarettes?

Does it bother you when people use bad spelling?

Do you read magazines regularly?

Do you own any video games?

Have you ever used any hard drugs?
Nope only weed

Do you currently have a job?
Full time student

Are you self conscious of your smile?

How are you feeling right now?
Tired. My bad shoulder is fucked up again

Do you drink on a regular basis?
I to to college. What do you think

Favorite Movie:
Jaws, Austin Powers, the Avengers, Silence of the Lambs, etc

Someone you miss:
Nobody really

My favorite ice cream:

The last thing I ate:

A TMI fact:
I am reliving events from last night and getting so goddamn horny you have no idea

Include a recent picture of yourself at the top of this post:

Lady Gaga: What are your opinions on her? 


Do you swear too much? 


Do you have Skype? 


What’s your favorite instrument? 


What kind of phone do you have? 

iPhone 4S

Any concerts coming up you’re going to? 


Do you like Snickers? 

I did but it has peanuts

Do you stand up for yourself or just take it? 

Just take it

Do you have a laptop? 


What are your plans for tomorrow? 

You asked this

Do ‘haters’ make you mad or make you laugh? 


Does your family history interest you? 

No they all suck

Have you ever considered writing a book? 


Would you ever pick up a hitch hiker? 


If a stray dog ended up at your door step, would you keep it? 

I dunno

Do you want to get married? 


Are you friends with any of your ex’s? 


Is there anyone that treats you like shit, but you talk to them anyway? 

Looks at family

Do you ever buy things off the internet? 


Who is someone in the music industry that inspires you? 

Keeping Zee's answer of Nicki Minaj

Would you want to know when you’re going to die? 


Do you like who you are? 


Do you ever turn your phone off because you don’t want to talk? 


Do you like McDonald’s sweet tea? 


Do you like rap music? 

Only Nicki Minaj

Do you drink? 

Probably more than I should

Are you on a laptop? 


What’s your favorite perfume? 


Do you like when it rains? 


Have you ever blacked out? 

Two weeks ago when I drank too much

How tall are you? 


Do you sing a lot? 


What really scares you?

Do you hold grudges or forgive easily?

Are you happy when you are single?

What makes you the most mad?

If you won the lottery would you still work?

In a relationship, how important are looks?
I need to be attracted to you physically, but personality is super important

Do you believe in love at first sight?

Are you currently in a relationship?

Who are you thinking about right now?
Jesse Pinkman

Are you truly happy?

What do you love most about life?

What constitutes ending a friendship?
Lmao idk

Do you have a best friend?
Ye I live with her
And my other lives in Texas

When was the last time you were mad?
Last night because some douche started a fight

When was the last time you got your hair done?

What is your favorite cuss word?

What’s your best friend’s name?
Paige and Jay

Why are they your best friend?

Who was the last person to tell you that they love you?

Do you trust the police?

Self conscious or confident?
self conscious

Do you take constructive criticism easily?

Are you independent?

Are you selfish?
I try not to be

If someone tells you that you’re wrong, .do you listen to why or get defensive?
Get defensive

Would you become a fortune teller even if you couldn’t tell the future?

Would you ever date a guy for money?

Have you ever thrown a party for a pet?

What is important to you in a relationship?
Trust and respect

Do you have to know someone for a while before you will date them?

Are you afraid of the dark?

Whose mind besides your own would you like to control?

What do you consider the greatest threat to mankind?
mankind <- I like this answer

What was the happiest age of your life?
I guess this age

What is your favorite thing about being sick?
Orange juice

What commercial do you find most annoying?
Lmaoooo idk

Have you ever been married?

Are you married now?

Do you believe in KARMA?

Have you ever cursed in front of a priest?

What is your favorite thing to do with your girls?
Breaking bad and eat

Have you ever been accidentally in love?

Would you ever get back with an ex?

If your one true love hit you would you still love him?
I.... Don't think so
Like if it was serious abuse. It it's a playful hit whatever

Your one true love goes on a trip and cheats. Do you want to know?

What if the roles were reversed would you tell?

Would you want to meet the man of your dreams if he dies in a year?

When was the last time you were in the hospital?
This summer when I had my allergic reaction to peas

Why were you there?

What do you put on your scrapes or cuts?
Neosporin and band aids

Do you like Cheez-Its or Cheese Nips better?

Are you wearing green right now?

Have you worn headphones at all today?

Where is your hairbrush?
Don't have one
Just a comb

What color was the last pair of socks you wore?

What sounds can you hear right now?
Breaking bad

When was the last time you had blood drawn?
Two months ago

The last time you got blood drawn, what was the reason?
Blood test to see what I was allergic to

What time zone are you in?

Where are you, exactly, right now?
My bed

Is there anyone you want to be close to right now, but can’t?
Can I say Jay

^^ What’s stopping you?

What were you last in distress over?
Hot dude almost got in a fight with some douche last night

What color eyes does/did your father have?

Do you prefer soap or body wash?
body wash

Who was the last person you spoke to?

What do you daydream most about?
Being happy

What is your relation to the last child you spoke to?

Do you believe the Holocaust happened?

What did you last feel torn up over?

Is there anyone who, just talking to them, can brighten your day?

Do you have a picture of yourself when you were a baby?

What kind of camera do you have?

Do your prefer war movies or romantic comedies?
War movies

Ever spent any time on a military base?

Do you prefer zebra stripes, tiger stripes, or leopard spots?

Have you ever held a snake?

What color was the last pill you took?

Why did you take that pill?
To stop my teeth from hurting

Have you ever tried putting black pepper on mac ‘n’ cheese? (It’s good!)

When did you last see a dog?
Last time I was home

Do you know what the word “facetious” means?
Rolls eyes

Is it windy in the winter where you live?

Have you ever been in the mountains when the moon and stars were up?

Do you know anyone from Canada?
Hi Rath

Has a cat ever licked you?

Have you ever had to shovel snow?

What mountain ranges have you seen?
Appalachians and Alps

Are you miserable when you’re cold?

Where would you most like to go in your state, etc that you haven’t been?
Nowhere fuck PA

Do you have an electric blanket?

What time was it an hour ago?

What kind of trees are in your yard?
No yard here

Has a wild animal ever been loose in your house?

Do you like the full moon?

Is ‘&&’ annoying?

Do you find snow beautiful?
I hate snow

Have you ever felt a temperature below 0?
Yes I had to do -20 degrees F last winter

Are there any webcams in your state/province etc?

Do you like being up high where you can see a lot of things (like a plane)?
No I hate heights

Are you scared to look at your own organs on x-ray or ultrasound?

Have you ever stayed in a hotel room and watched TV all day?

Have you ever walked on a frozen lake/river?

Have you ever met a friendly taxi driver?

Do your grandparents get you lame gifts?
They did when I talked to them

Have you ever seen a volcano?

Have you ever met an Alaskan?

Did you/do you play on a field hockey team in high school?

If so, what position did you play?

Are you a fan of Janis Joplin?

Are you/were you a manager of any sports team in high school?

Do you like tea? If so, what kind?
I hate tea

Have you ever been backstage at a concert?

What color was the last remote you used?

Do you like near a river?
I guess

Have you ever mowed the lawn (even a little bit)?

Have you ever found a spider on your bed?

Are there any bridges in your town?
In my hometown yes

Did you ever play Spyro?

Ever been to Dallas, Texas?

Do you remember the Pokemon craze?

When will you (or did you) turn 20?
January 2016

What’s the closest river to you?

What city did your last piece of mail come from?
My mom

Describe how you’ve broken a bone, if you have.
Never have

Have you ever had a near death experience?

Do you require visual assistance? (ie; glasses or contacts)

What are you sitting on?
My bed

Are you easily offended?

How do you feel about needles?
No thanks

Do medical terms make you uncomfortable?

Have any unpleasant public transit stories to tell?
I don't think so

Are you afraid of failure?

What about Chinese food? Love it or hate it?
Love it but can't have it bc soy sauce


drawn by eliza1star



Best Friends


Brotato Chips


Breakship Club


rrath is totally a god, totally did not hack Steff's account, totally no.
Just a daily reminder.

drawn by FameTheGame

Hello I am a dork 

2 deviants said i totes want 2 lick his popsicle stick
1 deviant said and petit--loup is awesome
1 deviant said coolest bro around yo
1 deviant said unf
1 deviant said hi this has been a psa
No deviants said hell ya
No deviants said uhhhhhhhh i have like 12k messages rn
No deviants said bc i'm a DORK


Drawn by FameTheGame
:iconfamethegame::iconsaysplz: Okay so Steff is amazing I mean she's hilarious and funny and she's an amazing person to talk to omfg I love talking to her on Skype because she can make me feel so upbeat by just like saying like two words.

Like I really want to type a whole paragraph here but I can't because like there are no words perfect or great enough for you~!

It's really funny how such a great thing can come from one simple comment sometimes <3

You're perfect Steff and don't you dare let anyone else tell you otherwise because they're goddamned liars.
You're my bby
Ily so much Steff <33333333333333333333333333333

Anyway I have (mostly) everything coded here for you Steff I hope you like it~!
feel free to rearrange things and if you need me to change anything well just Skype me because I'm on there like all day every day you know lD


Okay guys let's see how long it takes Steff to notice this is being updated lD Alright because I seem to find myself falling more and more in love with you (in that friendship sort of way, no your not my friend you're more my best friend and like family now) I figured it would only ne natural for me to update this eue

What is there to say really? You're amazing omfg and you're perfect and I swear one little sentence from you and your writing can bring me to tears, I'm still trying not to cry at what you recently linked me. iT'S THAT PERFECT OKAY????
There are times when we may come to different conclusions but like at least we're getting our opinion out there right? I mean of course we're not going to be exactly the same but we're close enough. I love talking to you though because you're perfect to talk to but you know you have to start talking during the Breakship Club Skype calls because like last time it was only me and Rath and I really wanted to hear you're beautiful voice. You're that one person I really want to get a better idea of what you sound like and like me and Rath said. We're going to randomly Skype call people we want to find out what they sound like and we're going to freak them out ouo

Anyway you're perfect Steff and I love you because you're so sweet and I want to fly you down here so I can tackle you and cuddle you. Then I can make a height comparison lD

Though seriously Steff you say I have talent but you're the talented one here. Remember those subway songs? They could have gone platinum. Okay I need to go now because my mom's telling me to go to sleep but I'll be back because I'm not done yet. Love ya!



I am bad at talking about people because I get 100 ideas of what to say and then I loose all thought.
its bad
watch as this starts and ends as a train wreck.
then I realized I use the word awesome too much
and rethought everything
because I could write so much
but also I don't have the words to EXPRESS THEM ALL
this is no t even much talking
as it is yelling about how perfect you are and how bad I am talking
I think this just proves my point
too bad
I'm not gonna say anything else
this is what you're stuck with
-Rath eue

Hacked pt 2


So I stalk your page because this page is mine and plus I really like wanted to update this because there are so many things to talk about and you updated mine so I only found it fair that I update this right now.

So we've been a little brokenhearted lately and you made me cry last night Steff I swear to god never update Kokkinos's heartchart again, please! Though we've come up with some pretty nice headcannons and are having fun with those and that rp we have going is making me happy because bro who doesn't like human rps they're great and awkward when it comes to that one awkward meeting lD Anyway my heart still hurts I think it finally died like, tgb destroyed my feels and not even a year as gone by since I joined damn that was fast. Anyway like I'm going to start like texting you like crazy because Skype is stupid and I hate it and my phone hates it too. Like you got all those messages today I think that's the most I've ever texted like you got to believe I'm not a person who likes to text people omfg wow Steff you bring out the texter in me holy shit *bows*

Anyway I'm really glad to call you not only a friend but one of the closest friends I have and it's amazing and I love you like you're one of the closest friends I've had in a while and it's great to know someone like you and to have in you in my life. Wait what am I saying it isn't great, it's better than that but there aren't words for it right now. I'm just more than thankful that you're in my life.

But you hurt me why Steff like that's not what friends do and you force me to retaliate. I don't think I'll retaliate with Eileen anymore though because the more I write for her I think the deeper she goes into depression lD Maybe I'll retaliate with like Mothpaw by drawing her sad and shiz because who wants a sad Mothpaw that's unnatural. Or or I'll start to retaliate with happiness *nods*

Omfg I never told you so like the night after you called me the incarnation of Satan (cause I am lesbianest) um I got onto dA and I opened my messages and I had 6 watch messages, 6 comments, and 6 notes like I have a screenshot it was great but I need to look for it and I'll show it to you. It was a sign I stg

To add to it you're one of the most talented people I know and don't you dare call my writing good senpai no I will not accept the compliment I won't. Like your writing touches the deepest parts of my soul and I've never seen a writer do that to me before like I've seen some pretty talented writers but yours just really gets me. Plus your art just brings me joy because because I love it so much especially the Eryx and Kakia one you uploaded.

Anyway let's wrap this up with saying you are one of my greatest friends and no matter how much you shatter my heart I will always retaliate out of love OuO No matter what tho you can always come and talk to me no matter what the subject and I'll try to be there for you because you've been there for me so many times throughout my life and I'm grateful for that. Thank you so much for everything Steff <3333

AND :iconpissplz: MY PAGE


Come on Eileen- Dexy's Midnight Runners

Hacked 3

drawn by FameTheGame


So like I decided to hack your account and do this now that you have a new username. I was so sad when you changed it because I barely learned how to spell your other without like needing to open a separate tab and look at it and I was so proud of myself. Then you changed it like just... just why would you do this to me? -plays 'Why Did This Happen To Me' in the background-

Anyway what is there to say, lately I've been realizing just how much you mean to me. Not because I'm naive and thought something really bad could have happened to you with that allergy thing. I started realizing it a while back and when you stopped texting me right after you said your mom was taking you to the ER it really just hit me. I find it a little funny since I'm so reserved and cynical most of the time that in these 8 months that we've been talking (we met back in November omg) I've let you in this little shell of mine that is such a tough nut to crack. And I'm happy I did, because you're such a great person and you hold such and important spot with me.

From like the moment I get up to my phone vibrating and then fall asleep after looking at your text cuz I'm a lazy shit. Though seriously just getting a text from you makes my day. I never thought that doing a request for someone was how I would meet one of my best friends. One of the people that I feel most comfortable around. One of the people that I could just say anything to without feeling like I'm being stupid. Someone I can be myself around. I just want to say thank you for being that person. I'm so happy that I met you and that your one of the people I text on a daily. Just the fact that I can call you one of my best friends is amazing to me.

I know sometimes I can be a little overbearing (I told you I was clingy didn't I? lD) and I know sometimes it can a little annoying but that's just a way of showing how much I genuinely care for you. If something bad every happened to you I feel like I would loss my shit because even though I'm all the way over here in NM I would feel like there was something I could have done in a way. It's kinda a stupid philosophy of mine but for some reason it just stuck there in a way for God knows what reason.

Anyway, just know that your my Steff bby and that will probably never change. You're stuck with me LMFAO. Also don't let anyone tell you that you won't amount to anything because you always will in my book. In my book right now you're one of the greatest people I've ever met and you've helped me grow a little honestly. You're gonna do great things in this life. Never doubt that.

Fame is done for now eue

Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go- Wham!





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petit--loup Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Student Writer
also mine 
Biirdi Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yo yo I am planning to binge my commissions soon. The halloween commish you wanted... What are the details so we can set a price?
Baerrito Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm so sorry omg I totally forgot! I'll hit you up on skype right now vuv
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#tgb druggies
petit--loup Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2014  Student Writer
touches your face

I love you, kay? Kay. 
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Do you think you'd ever sell or trade #4 from here? ;w;…
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-Kicks Jay away-
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