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It's not really a break I just don't know what to call it
So for the past two....ish? months I have just been really, really sad. Like... There aren't even words to explain how bad it's been getting. I've been having frequent panic attacks and last week I almost lapsed back into self harm
Well I guess there are words
I just need some time tor myself
I'll still be online and all
But I might take 80 years to reply, if I reply
I just need to build myself back up
So for the past two....ish? months I have just been really, really sad. Like... There aren't even words to explain how bad it's been getting. I've been having frequent panic attacks and last week I almost lapsed back into self harm
Well I guess there are words
I just need some time tor myself
I'll still be online and all
But I might take 80 years to reply, if I reply
I just need to build myself back up
The End
So I'm sure y'all saw my leaving tGB annoucement. If not I'm sure it doesn't come as much of a shock that I am. I haven't been nearly as active as I would have liked in the group recently, and I just... don't have much muse for it anymore. My mental and physical health have been terrible lately, and I think taking a step away from the group is the best move for me. Even if it's incredibly hard and my heart is screaming for me to go back LOL. I'll be transferring a lot of characters to Gold-Bloods, though, so a lot of my chars' stories don't end here!
I just wanted to go ahead and make a journal detailing what happened to all of my characters
Moving accounts
I can't be on this one anymore.
This account will stay public for tGB (I probably am going to totally leave it) and my old art.
If you'd like to follow me at my new account it's CryptidKings (https://www.deviantart.com/cryptidkings)
Thank you for all the years here guys. I'll write an update for tGB when I figure everything out but for the most part I'm outtie
Radio Silence
I just wanted to apologize for the pretty much complete absence I've had over the past month or so. A lot has happened and it was kind of all just a whirlwind.
In the span of a month:
I lost another rat, this one my darling Russell, not even two weeks after HooperGot a Nintendo Switch and beat the entire Crash Bandicoot remastered trilogyGot into heinous fights with my dad that resulted in him promising (but failing) to go to therapy for his anger issuesHad an almost intervention staged against me by my mom because I was doing very self-destructive thingsConfronted my depression head on and started making terrariums as a way to cope with my
update
hi friends
im sorry i haven't really been around much recently. I'm going through a lupus flare up and right now I'm just,,,, tired. It's not a tired that can be slept off either. Im exhausted down to my core and i'm trying my best to feel better but my body feels weighed down and i just want to sleep for six years
so yea
sorry to everyone i have rps with I'll reply when im feeling better
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