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[ 10 / 31 / 17 ] Spoopy scary skeleton is an ado now hella

[ 07 / 02 / 17 ] LOOK WHO HAS A FANCY NAME NOW AAAAAAAAA

[ 05 / 06 / 17 ] AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BIG GIRL GOT HER TATTOO (Pls appreciate it)

[ 03 / 30 / 17 ] The design changer is back in action..... HUGE THANKS TO skitty22 WHO NOT ONLY HELPED ME FIX MY TABLET BUT ALSO WITH THIS REDESIGN <333333333333333 I swore I was gonna recolor her old app but lol 

[ 03 / 01 / 17 ] I just never stop

Bullet; Red "Don't you have to be stupid somewhere else?" Bullet; Red- Spongebob

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Bullet; Blue[Name]
-Name: Sawyer
-Kit name: Nikko
-Nicknames: No (preferred), Nero (self-given) 
-Meaning: Named for her warm colored pelt 
Idk I liked the name 

Bullet; Blue[Age]
-Current Age: 6-12 moons
-Birth Season: Spring 


Bullet; Blue[Gender]
-Sex: DFAB
-Gender Identity: Neutrois 
-Pronouns: Any (Literally does not care) 


Bullet; Blue[Occupation]
Tribe: Air-Tribe (Birth), Shadow-Tribe 
-Previous Ranks: Fetus, kit
-Current Rank: Soldier Apprentice 
-Mentor/Apprentice: Saphiria (Nurse maid), Laang (mentor)

 

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Bullet; Blue[Appearance]

-Description: Upon first glance, one may believe that Sawyer takes after her mother. Well, it's pretty obvious considering the fact that she's pretty much the same color as Sheba. They both have the same base color, and while Sheba is pointed, Sawyer is not. Sawyer has darker stripes adorning her back that cascade down her body, only really stopping when they reach her belly and elbows. Underneath these stripes is a lighter saddle that does not run under all of them, but only a select few. Sawyer does however have her mother's pointed markings as well, as all four of her legs have socks with brown tabby stripes. Her face has pointed markings too, becoming darker the closer you get to her muzzle. However, Sawyer is not all her mother's colors. She has a white underbelly thanks to Orpheus, and even more so thanks to him are the several white stripes across her body that connect to her belly. She also has a pure white tail. Her eyes are a more diluted version of Orpheus' blue. 

-Breed: Javanese | Turkish Angora | Color Point Shorthair | Arabian Mau | x | Siberian | Norwegian Forest Cat | Siamese 
-Scars|Injuries: Nah son 
-Build: Sawyer is pretty much a rectangle at this point. Short-furred and kind of thick, she looks like a block of cat. She sometimes looks bigger than she is due to how wild and unkept her fur is. Seriously her pelt almost never lies flat! She is rather short and stout with lean muscle.She kind of looks like a barrel. Her ears are also pretty large and bat-like as well to make things even more interesting. If you stare at them for too long she will stare into your soul and make you all kinds of uncomfortable. 
-Height: 8"
-Weight: Tiny


Bullet; Blue[Accessories]

Necklace- opal necklace given to her by her parents when she got her tn

Bullet; Blue[Extras]

-Mental Health: 100%
-Physical Health: 100% 
-Scent: Pine trees and rain

-Likes: 

»Quiet 
»Lying between Orphy's paws
»Being dead inside
»Napping
»Leeching heat off of her siblings

-Dislikes: 
»Loud noises
»Disorder
»Know it alls
»Being touched without consent
»Using energy

-Fears: 
»Being separated from her parents
»Thunder 

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ISTJ PERSONALITY (“The Logistician”)

Bullet; Blue[Good]

-Calm: (of a person, action, or manner) not showing or feeling nervousness, anger, or other emotions

If there's something No is known for, it surely isn't her excitable and/or nervous personality. That's because, well, No is neither of those things. Instead No has a very calm and almost laid back personality. She's just.... Very steady with herself. She doesn't really panic or get aggressive or even cry. She greets every situation with the same calm shrug and will to just be done already. This kid is more than happy to deal with anything and she will do it with a pretty much neutral expression. Seriously she's pretty unmovable at this point. Even when thunderstorms start she's still relatively calm. The only way you'd be able to tell she's scared is maybe a slight hitch in her voice. She never really portrays any extreme emotions and likewise does not really exhibit any extreme reactions. She just embraces everything with a calm silence and a small grunt of "can I be done already?"

-Polite: having or showing behavior that is respectful and considerate of other people

While she may not be the most fun cat around, she really isn't a little demon. Life of the party No is always polite, although mainly that is reserved for adults. She's very unlikely to ever talk back to an adult or say something rude to them since she believes that that is not worth the effort. With other kits though she's more likely to not be as polite, although chances are she just won't say anything. When speaking with adults No always makes sure to say please and thank you to them, and sometimes she will even address them with formal titles like sir or miss. It gets really formal when she talks to cats she believes to be worth it, such as leaders, deputies, and heads of professions. Since her parents are both generals she believes that she has to make them look good in the parenting department. And you can't have good parenting if you have a kitten who is rude to adults right? Right. Thus No will always mind her manners when speaking with cats more experienced than her.

Bullet; Blue[Neutral]

 -Stoic: a person who can endure pain or hardship without showing their feelings or complaining

Her calmness can be a little much at times it seems. Good ol' No has a tendency to never really display any emotions. It's not that she doesn't feel emotions (sometimes) she just.... Doesn't like to express them. When she dislikes something you may see a slight frown on her face, but it won't be anything that distinctly screams "stop this malarkey right now." Instead she just kind of stares for a moment before looking away with a totally neutral expression. Seriously does this kid ever emote? Apparently not. If something horrible were to happen to her then it is incredibly likely that instead of talking about how she is distressed or upset she will shrug and say "it's nothing." Kid sometimes it is something. This is seen a great deal whenever she is in the middle of thunderstorms, as even though she's afraid of them she just doesn't seem to show it. Her voice may get a little high pitched but other than that she'll make herself look perfectly normal. Reading her is incredibly difficult and if you actually can guess at an emotion hiding underneath her calm exterior she will totally deny it. Good luck perceptive cats this kid is a tough nut to crack.

-Fatalistic: relating to or characteristic of the belief that all events are predetermined and therefore inevitable

No isn't really the type to believe that cats make their own destinies. Instead she's pretty content to believe that fate is what makes everything happens. Her biggest thing to focus on is death. Seriously what a party animal over here. She has this sort of fatal view on things, often just shrugging at things and stating that it won't matter when she's dead. Seriously she can get super objective just because she knows that death is inevitable and just embraces the void. She'll just accept anything because ah yes soon she shall meet the grave. It's terrifying at times honestly. A kid talking about how nothing matters because in the end we all go to the same place? Eerie. Nobody really wants her to hang out at parties with them because she's just going to say that nothing they do matters when they're going to all wind up dead. Her willingness to do things with her siblings (like go on adventures and be bad) is mainly out of pure apathy towards the actual event and more along the lines of it makes no difference what I do because either way I will die. May as well go and make her sibling(s) happy before they die too. Please get her to tone it down.
 

Bullet; Blue[Bad]

 -Prejudiced: having or showing a dislike or distrust that is derived from prejudice; bigoted

No isn't really the most open-minded of cats. In fact she would be the exact opposite with her very narrow minded way of thinking. She doesn't seem to realize that not all cats have it as good as she does and that they all come from different experiences. In her eyes there is only the world she knows and the struggles she's personally dealt with. Plus there's the whole my parents are both generals and my grandfather is a silver kind of thing... That definitely makes her more prejudiced than other kits. She has a strong sense of accomplishment with her family, and often sees cats who don't come from families as "successful" as hers to be lesser. It does not matter about what happened with them or who they are; if they do not have high status then they are not worth talking to. She has a tendency to call those "lesser" than her riffraff. The only saving grace for all of this is that since No is generally a very stoic and calm kid her distaste doesn't really show through. She may make a very subtle barbed comment like once in a full moon, but for the most part she keeps that kind of stuff to herself. She'll just sit there and internally tell herself that a certain cat is a bad egg and not worthy of her time. You have to be related to somebody pretty powerful in order for No to think that you're actually worth giving a damn about. Charming kid isn't she.

 -Apathetic: showing or feeling no interest, enthusiasm, or concern.

While she does care about some things, for the most part No seems to be resting in a general state of apathy. She just... doesn't seem to have the capacity to care about most things. She is rarely ever interesting in doing things that kits generally do like play fight and make up games. Instead she finds herself sitting on the sidelines, not even interesting in trying to watch other kitten games. She doesn't really seem to have a lot of things that she is truly interested in, and it may be impossible to see her become enthusiastic. She doesn't really have any interest in finding things that give her enthusiasm either, which just ends up leading to a lot more apathy. And on the subject of her apathy she doesn't really care. She's just.... There. She still retains the capacity to care about cats and find enjoyment in things, but it's a pretty rare thing. She seems to great most things with a very apathetic attitude. She will, however, not be apathetic towards those that she holds dear to her heart, although sometimes it may come off that way. Though she is not behaving in an apathetic manner, she is still incredibly calm to a point where cats may believe that she is being apathetic. She lives a life of struggle.

Bullet; Blue[Motivations]

-Drive: Literally none 

-Goals:

»Live to become an apprentice - Death is inevitable but she'd like to see more of the world before she dies. - Done!!!

» Feel well rested for once in her life - Why is she always so mentally tired?

» Be a worthy successor of her parents' legacy- Dream big.



Bullet; Blue[Personal Strengths & Weaknesses]


-Strengths:

» Calm - Literally nothing phases her

» Adaptable - She just rolls with everything.

» Snad fur - Blends into the ground. Perfect camouflage. 

 

-Weaknesses:

» Social skills - What even are those.

» Tolerance - She has little to none.

» Dead inside - At least death is the final sleep.

 

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Bullet; Blue[Personal Statistics]

-INT: 3/5
-WIS: 2/5
-CHA: 1/5
-DEX: 3/5
-STR: 2/5
-CON: 3/5


-Fighting Style: Play dead

Flop and just hope you leave her alone.


-Power/Ability: Primary Shadow



-Available Skills: 
» Napping everywhere
» Looking like she's done with life despite being 3
» Getting existential on you
» Getting out of doing things

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Disclaimer: Some of the History below may have potential triggers, so this is a warning before you read that some of the content here!

She was born and already done with the world.
- Well her sibling died. Sucks to suck I guess.
- Meets some kits, namely Neleus and Bean. She is not impressed with either.
- Parents go off to fight in the war. She worries but at the same time is so apathetic that she's just ok.
- Gets a Shadow tattoo. So does Ceyla. Nice. So does Lucis. ok.
- Chills in ST and gets Saphiria as a nurse maid.
- Literally just lies in the shadows and sulks with Cey
- Becomes an apprentice oh shit whaddup
- Gets Laang as a mentor and is the actual shrug emote
- Can she be done

 

 

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Bullet; Blue[Family]

-Mother: Sheba | Blue-Air | Alive
-Father: Orpheus | Pink-Earth | Alive
-Littermate(s): Shizu | Kitten | Deceased
Lucine | White-Shadow | Alive
Solaris | White-Light | Alive
Flint | White-Earth | Alive
Aeris | White-Shadow | Alive
-Offspring: lol

-Siblings: Theodosia | Blue-Air | Alive
Fauv | Black-Fire | Alive
Waverlyn | Black-Earth | Alive
Ameinias | Black-Shadow | Assumed Alive
Leilani | Orange-Air | Alive
Aiken | Orange-Air | Alive
Inej | Green-Earth | Alive

-Grandfathers: Debito | Green-Fire | Deceased
Kokkinos | Green-Earth | Alive (Adopted)

-Grandmothers: Fauna | Orange-Air | Deceased
Eileen | Pink-Air | Deceased

-Aunts: Tabitha | Blue-Void | Deceased
Sheena | Black-Fire | Deceased
Cain | Black-Air | Status Unknown
Eponine | Green-Fire | Alive 
Calista | Blue-Water | Deceased
Jessamine | Black-Earth | Alive
Bhoopesh | Orange-Fire | Alive
Fenris | Gray-Void | Alive

-Uncles: Lithium | Gray-Light | Status Unknown
Jark | No tattoo | Alive
Tanuki | Gray-Water | Status Unknown
Nolan | Green-Air | Deceased
Zero | Black-Shadow | Deceased

-Nieces: Eira | White-Earth | Alive
Nijani | Kitten | Deceased
Cacie | Kitten | Deceased
Fawnya | White-Water | Alive
Ina | No Tattoo | Assumed Alive

-Nephew: Aito | White-Air | Alive

-Piblings: Hyacinth | White-Air | Alive
Noah | White-Light | Alive
Akai | White-Light | Alive
Kaia | White-Shadow | Alive
Ki-Jah | White-Shadow | Alive
Quinn | White-Water | Alive
Gellert | White-Earth | Alive


Bullet; Blue[Relationship Information]

-Status: Boi
-Partner:  No
-Sexuality: Stop pls
-Experience: Lame

-Preference(s): 
»:V

-Attraction(s): Nah no thanks
-Past Attraction(s): can we not


Bullet; Blue[Objectives]

-Looking For: 
( x ) Long term relationship
( x ) Short term relationship
( x ) Open relationship
( x ) Quick fling
( x ) Unsure

-Relationship Goals: 
»u need jesus

-Fertility: dirty little monkeys 

 

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Bullet; Blue[RP Example]

Everything hurt. 

That was the understatement of the year if he was being honest. Hurt was something that could be overcome, that could be defeated. No. He was not hurt then. He was in agony. His body had healed somewhat, although it was still broken and bruised in a lot of places, but his heart was a totally different story. He didn't think there was anything to soothe the pain that gripped his heart and made his chest tight. 

He couldn't stop reliving it. The desperate way his nephew had tried to get out of death's clutches. The way his eyes screamed for help long after the one in his throat had gone quiet. He could still smell his nephew's charred fur and boiling flesh, and his screeches of agony still clawed at his curled ears. Every time he closed his eyes he saw Aldan's vacant gaze locked on him in an almost accusatory way. 

You didn't save me. it almost seemed to snarl at him. And he couldn't blame it. He hadn't saved his nephew. He'd tried so hard, even trying to summon his powers, and all he'd gotten was a burnt paw and a charred corpse. Not even that. There was nothing left of the Blue-Air in that wretched camp. There was no body for him and his family to find, no way to let his brother say goodbye to his son one last time. The ashes of Fire-Tribe's camp would forever be Aldan's tomb, and there was nothing he could do about it now.

His thoughts as he laid miserably on that pebbly bank had mostly been about Stevie, but from time to time they drifted to Kato. He couldn't be there with Annabelle and Samira, couldn't look his brother in the emerald eyes he knew so well and tell him what every parent feared to hear. He couldn't apologize to his brother for not being able to save his son. He knew deep down that it would be better for Kato to learn of the tragedy that had unfolded from Annabelle or Samira, but it seemed almost cruel to make one of them have to tell Kato. The two she-cats had spent more time with Aldan than he had; they'd had a deeper bond with him than he had had. He'd been the cat to come in three moons after their birth; he was not Aldan's father or brother. 

His pain was nothing compared to what Kato and his family was going through. 

He shifted ever so slightly and let out a soft gurgle as pain shot up his body. His broken spine had been repaired, but with so many healers gravitating towards the disaster site there hadn't been much progress on his shattered leg. It had been fixed so that it was no longer sticking out at a sickening angle, but the break still hadn't been completely set. There was only so much that could be done, and he wasn't exactly on the top of the priority list.

Not that it even mattered to him. For once he didn't even care about being less important than others. He welcomed it. He deserved it. He couldn't save a single cat, a cat who had only just begun to live his life. If he couldn't save a young adult than why should he be regarded as important?  He was the exact opposite. He was no hero, no saint. He was a failure. 

Ignoring the agonizing pain that came from moving, the red tabby curled up into a tight ball, ignoring the wheezing in his chest. He wanted to scrunch up his eyes and try to sleep, but he couldn't. Not when all he saw was Aldan's contorted features begging him for help as his skin melted off of him. He couldn't do it. So instead he laid there in intense misery, staring aimlessly ahead. 

A small, pathetic groan escaped him as he stared at the wall of his den. He felt the incredible loneliness he knew all too well creeping up on him, though he tried his best to push it down. He knew that he didn't deserve any love, any form of comfort, yet it didn't stop him from craving it. He wanted to see Samira. Annabelle.Kato.

But above all he wanted to see Stevie. 

He'd asked any Light-Triber who had passed about her condition, begging for any news on if she was alright. She may not have been in the immediate path of the volcano, but with her knack for almost dying he wouldn't put it past her. 

She hadn't come to see him yet. But why would he deserve her coming to see him? He was a failure. 

Hell he'd failed to notice the pawsteps sounding behind him. So absorbed in his own self-pity, he wasn't aware that he was no longer alone in his den until a small, feather-light form was upon him, its body shaking with sobs. He couldn't even quite process what was going on, let alone how to react. Craning his head just a bit he caught sight of who it was, a weak smile immediately coming to his face. 

"Hey, Sourpuss," he croaked weakly.

 

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Bullet; Blue - Design by Wrennli !

Bullet; Blue - Her personality does not reflect my views at all so if you are offended by anything she says please do not see it as me being shady! 

Bullet; Blue - If you ask her what she wants to do she grunts and rolls over 

Bullet; Blue - Primarily uses she/her pronouns for convenience but literally does not care about what pronouns anyone else may use for her

Bullet; Blue - She always looks 600 leagues of dead inside

 

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Bullet; Blue[Credits]

-Format: skitty22 & eliza1star
-Group: So many admins
-Character: Mine
-Art: me
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